Saturday, March 11, 2006
you love me... not
Life is tough. It's even tougher when someone who you love do something which break your heart. They might not realise what they have done or maybe they do know. They want you to change into someone who is not the real you anymore, the one who they first time met. They want you to be perfect so that they can be happy and be at ease. They accuse you for not loving them with all of your heart when you did so much things to make them happy but in the end, you suffer and they wont understand your pain at all. When they're happy, they're sweet to you but not when they're angry, they'll say things that they never should say which will totally break your heart into pieces. When you got sad and want to know the reason, they give excuses saying that they were angry and that was why they say things they shouldnt say. They'll say that we should understand how they feel. But do they even try to understand yours? No. Not at all. They dont understand but yet they pretend that they do.
Sometimes, they are selfish and demanding. When it's your turn to be one, they'll say that you are not suppose to do that because they said it makes them feel sad and that you think about your ownselves only and not them. They always want to have all the pleasure and give some tiny bit to you only. When you want more, they ignore you and keep on carrying only their own pleasure. Some stuff are meant to be secreats. but still they want to know everything. They demand to know the secreats and when you refused, they "black mail you". Leaving you alone with a broken heart and will be back only when you go after them and unwillingly tell them things which are meant to be as secreats. They know everything about you by then but they cannot do anything with what they have gotten. They'll break your heart even more. Human need secreats to secure their lives. They need secreats where they might be their happy or sad past time which they want to keep for themselves only. Secreats which can also be memories. It can be the dark secreats but still human need something to keep for themselves and that is secreats.
Sometimes they treat you badly. They claimed they know an understand how we feel and even made a promise to protect you from being heart broken. But they already broke your heart many times and you keep on forgiving them because you love them so much. But do they love you as much as you do to them? With all those unfair treatments, do they really love you as what their mouth have spoken? I have doubt
Sometimes, they are selfish and demanding. When it's your turn to be one, they'll say that you are not suppose to do that because they said it makes them feel sad and that you think about your ownselves only and not them. They always want to have all the pleasure and give some tiny bit to you only. When you want more, they ignore you and keep on carrying only their own pleasure. Some stuff are meant to be secreats. but still they want to know everything. They demand to know the secreats and when you refused, they "black mail you". Leaving you alone with a broken heart and will be back only when you go after them and unwillingly tell them things which are meant to be as secreats. They know everything about you by then but they cannot do anything with what they have gotten. They'll break your heart even more. Human need secreats to secure their lives. They need secreats where they might be their happy or sad past time which they want to keep for themselves only. Secreats which can also be memories. It can be the dark secreats but still human need something to keep for themselves and that is secreats.
Sometimes they treat you badly. They claimed they know an understand how we feel and even made a promise to protect you from being heart broken. But they already broke your heart many times and you keep on forgiving them because you love them so much. But do they love you as much as you do to them? With all those unfair treatments, do they really love you as what their mouth have spoken? I have doubt
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