Tuesday, August 30, 2005


it hurts when im lonely but it hurts the most when no one understand me. wish i can just disappear and start all over again or go to a place where no one knows me. Trying to be happy although i have so many problems in my mind. I wish there's someone who can fully understand me. One day, if you found that I'm gone, remember that i always love you



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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Kyou Kara Maou

OMG. Im so crazy about "Kyou Kara Maou" anime. Im addicted to it. HELP!! This story is about a 15 years old boy by the name Yuuri who lives in Japan. Somehow, one day he got flushed down into a toilet bowl and ended up in a strange place. Villagers who found him and threw stone at him and of course Yuuri was confused for not understanding their language until a guy came riding on a horse. Adelbert was his name. With his help, Yuuri was able to understand the language that spoken by the villagers and Adelbert. Suddenly, a good looking guy (ehemmm) with his guards came along with flying skeleton and calling out for Yuuri's name. Of course Yuuri again feel confused of the situation when he saw Adelbert had sword fighting with the good looking guy, Konrad. Konrad managed to bring Yuuri back to his camp and a guy by the name Gunter was waiting for them. Gunter called Yuuri as "Your Majesty" and again Yuuri was in confusion. Gunter explained to Yuuri that he's the next Maou (Demon King). The next day, they went back to the capital city and Yuuri was given a warm welcome by the citizens. There were just so many tasks for Yuuri as he's the Maou. Having some trouble in the beginning with people around him like Gwendal and Wolfram just makes Yuuri made up his mind to be a good Maou and rule the country without involving into any war between human and Mazoku (a race that look exactly like human but can use demon power-they're not evil)
*From left to right: Yuuri, "another" Yuuri, Konrad, Gwendal, Gunter, Wolfram aka Yuuri's fiancee, Ken (Yuuri's friend on Earth, Cheri (Konrad, Gwendel & Wolfram's mother : so-called Sexy Queen by Yuuri), Anissina, Ulrike (800 years old palace's maiden), both Yuuri's mum & dad and Yozak.

This is my favourite character, Konrad. I love his brown hair and brown eyes. He's a great Commander and also a great swordman *nosebleed*
KONRAD rulez!!!



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Tuesday, August 23, 2005


last night, right after i posted the previous blog entry, i started my 'project' writing some 'friendly reminders' for my roomate. These are what i wrote last night and put them around my room.
"Friendly reminder: Please close & lock the door whenever you go out. THX"
"Please do not slam the door coz it's freaking annoying. Please be more gentle towards shared properties. It's rude to slam the door. Only monkeys do that, not human being. THX"
"Please lower down your voice coz it's too loud. I dont think people around you are deaf. Or else I'm going to tape your mouth. Thx"
"I'm sleeping now. Please do not make any noise or I'm going to wake up and shoot you with AK47. Need some privacy here. THX"
So far, she close the door whenever she goes out but then she still slam it. Ahhh she have attiude problem for sure. I guess she dont like the way i wrote all those notes. And i had the best sleep so far last night. Didnt hear any noises that can make me wakes up. Not sure if she's scare of me now ^^
And yea, none of my housemates enter my room since i put up the notes. I think my roomate told them bout it so maybe they dont dare to come into the room anymore. Oh man. i should have done this long time ago



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Monday, August 22, 2005


i dont know why.. but i dont really like my roomate. she didnt do anything obvious that can make me dislike her. but i'll just list out what she did that makes me feel confuse either im okay with her or not.
1st - I BORROWED her MY curtains during the first week of this semester. I pity her coz her bed is next to the window so it's must be hot esp in the morning. And she never take care of my curtains. she always let them hang from the window pane and if you're at EP's park then you can see curtains hanging down from window on top of Uptown Minimart. It's okay if she want to put them that way during bright and sunny day, but the main thing that make me piss off is that she left them hanging from the pane when RAINING day too. My curtains are wet!!! WTF is wrong with her? I borrowed her my curtains but she dont even give a damn on them. Feel like want to whack her off.

2nd -She always slam the door. That's it. and also the cupboard. I wonder if she cant be more gentle. i mean, she look girlish as she like to dress herself up everyday whenever she's going to class and outing. Put this cream and that cream. Put this and that lotion. Put her contact lenses. I know that some girls like to make up and dress up nicely but for my roomate, her attitude doesnt suit her at all. She's so rough.

3rd - She talk so loud as if no one can hear her. Same thing goes to my housemates. Even matthew can hear their voices whenever he calles me. "Oh my god. they are so loud" is what he always say whenever he heard their voice through the phone. She like to talk rudely on the phone too. I can hear this sentence almost everyday, "Who are you ar? I dunno you wor!! I veli buzy lar!!". Duh~ she an IT student but talk like the auntie that sells vegie in the market *.*

4th - Loud music. Heh~ she always trying to show off her mp3 collection by blasting off the sound with her laptop. you know that most laptop sound system sucks but still she want to show off. Sometimes i just got angry and blast off my subwoffer. And my headphone is totally useless. I can still hear songs from her laptop although i put the max volume etc. Cheh~ I need a RM100+ headphone by then.
*chinese songs vs anime/jpop songs*

5th - She talks about me with our housemate in Mandarin. Yea.. i dont know mandarin so they can just simply say something that i dont understand. Typical chinese girls. And they talk very loud too in mandarin. another vegie and fish sellers in the market. I can hear my name in almost every of their conversation and they'll look at me with weird look and continue talking again. I think they dont like non-chinese girl to live with them.

6th - They use my stuff without asking me. They used my bowl & plate without asking me. One of my housemate usually make herbal soup. Only those chinese girls are invited but not me. And they use my bowl and plate for it. Didnt invite people but yet uses up their stuff. how rude.

7th - My roomate have this bad habit. If she wakes up at 8am or so, i can sleep no more. The reason? She slam the door, push her chair aside roughly, open her wardrobe roughly too. and her alarm clock is so freaking loud. My room is somewhat turning into war zone. With all the noise and not to forget the sun rays. She tie up the curtians and let the hot blazing sun shines into our room so i couldnt sleep anymore coz it's too bright and hot too.

Im trying my best to be patience with her childish attitude. But if one day i couldnt stand it anymore, i wont shift out but i'll talk to her 'nicely' and i dont care if my other houemates hate me. I dont give a damn. They be friend with a girl that have attitude problem. And yea, i'll just take down my curtains and keep it for myself. i dont care if she feels hot and cant sleep. This is what you get when you crossed the line and someone who's trying her very best to accept your bad attitudes lose her patience.



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Sunday, August 14, 2005

my so-called characteristics...

*i've got the link for this thingy from gen_tiger's blog*
here are 6 letters in your name.
Those 6 letters total to 19
There are 3 vowels and 3 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.
[sooooo true i dont like to be alone BUT like to be left alone too. im a loner]

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.
[yea.. true also. i can be selfish and egoistic at some certain point]

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means:
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.



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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

mimi san in town!!

yea, it's mimi san in town. a friend of mine from #asia chatroom. she's a taiwanese borned but stayed in Japan. eventually she got married with a guy and now they live in England together with 2 children. She was in Penang for a few days before she came down to Malacca with her family by car. Her husband, david, dont want to come here by bus so he decided to drive all the way from Penang to Malacca. I was suppose to meet them on Friday night but too bad they were too tired after the journey and headed to their hotel. so i went to Jonker Walk with mice XD
The next day, i had lunch together with mimi san & family , mice and bcda. mice fetch me from EP and we went to Jaya Jusco (JJ) for awhile coz mice wanna buy the steamer from Guardian. Then we walked around JJ and again mice bought some stuff. Then we headed to Malacca's most popular chicken rice ball at Jonker Walk. We waited for at least 30 mins to get the seats. The place was packed. A few minutes later, bcda reached at that shop with mimi san , her husband and children. i was shocked coz mimi san doesnt look like chinese at all :P
she looked more like a modern japanese lady with tanned skin. and she's thin and shorter than me. OMG.. she's soooooooo cute :P
I dont talk much with mimi san coz i was quite shy *.*
she dont know who i was at first until mice told her that im nikki. and she asked if im the nikki that she know and i said yes. and yeah.. i did changed my nick in #asia so some chatters still dont know that im nikki XD
After lunch, we walked around Jonker Walk from one shop to another until around 4 something in the evening. Then we decided to go back and rest and meet again for dinner. mice sent me back to EP. i quickly took my shower coz mice and i planned to to go mahkota parade to look around. i waited for his phone call or smses but too bad there's wasnt any of them. so i sent sms to him incase he fall asleep. to my horror, i got a reply saying 'look at the window' so i rushed to my room's window and saw mice's car and he was waving at me *.*
i quickly change my clothes and rush down to his car. seeing that we was quite early but not too early either, we decided not to go to mahkota parade but to senyum mall instead. i've never been there ever since im studying in malacca (-____-)"
after that we went to malacca raya coz mice thought that we're going to have dinner there with mimi san. we waited for at least an hour when he decided to call bcda. and bcda is suppose to fetch mimi san and her family. then we got to know that we're suppose to go to 'satay celup' shop >.>
so mice drive to the malacca most popular 'satay celup' shop. finally we meet up with the rest. david asked how did i got there. did i came here by walking or something. i said mice fetch me. we were having fun talking and eating satay celup. too bad for mimi san's daughter as she cannot take spicy food. she 'celup' her 'satay celup' inside the water. awww poor lil girl.. and it was bcda's idea for her to do that >.>
i think i had the most 'satay celup' compare to the others :P
i enjoy eating XD we joked around too, we had this silly idea of get the rid of the 'satay celup' sticks so that we can pay less for what we ate. joshua, mimi san's son, gave this brilliant idea to throw the sticks under the car near the table that we were sitting eat. while david suggested that we throw inside the pit near the table. i got this silly idea that to break some of the sticks and dump them into the pot in the middle of the table which contain the 'kuah' for 'satay celup' but in the end, we stillhave to pay full amoount. none of us dare to get rid some of the sticks :P
Then we went to Jonker Walk. mice and bcda hand over mimi san and family to me so that i can walk them around while they go book a place in Geographer. We watched this old man's performances on how he blew the fire out from his mouth, whip the newspaper into tiny pieces and it was a clean cut and finally poke a hole into the coconut fruit. for the 3rd perfomance, he took at least 20mins promoting his special oil. dang... we got so impatient especially joshua and mimi san. we agreed that 2 seconds worth of action will take 20 mins time of talking :P
david got tired of waiting and he walked around leaving us behind for awhile til the performance ended. then we walked around Jonker Walk, looking at the stuff but without buying anything.. and finally we reached Geographer. mice and bcda ordered a bucket of Heineken beer; buy 4 free 1.
and the kids and me cant drink beer so we just sat there looking that the performances inside the cafe. and they ordered another bucket or beer... and i got so thirsty so i ordered shandy while the kids had coke. we were talking non stop and enjoying the night show. and matt called me at that time. i went to a quiter place to talk to him. gosh... i miss him so much. when i got back to the table, mimi san teased me. she asked if my boyfriend called me. i was blushing like hell. i think i know who told mimi san. must be mice and bcda *.*
and then there's a group of guy who seems to be interested to be friend with david. they pour wisky into a glass and passed to him. they invited mimi san, mice and bcda too. but mice rejected coz he cant take it as he need to drive me back to EP soon :P
bcda cant drink too coz he need to drive mimi san and family back to hotel. so only mimi san and david joined the group and drink wisky. pity the kids.. they were so sleepy.. especially joshua :P
we were there at least at 1 something in the morning. then mice decided to send me home coz i need to go to KL the next day to get merchandise stock for EMiNA's upcoming event. on the way to mice's car, he called bcda and told him to bring mimi san and her family back as soon as possible coz those group of guys might end up making mimi san and david pay for the wiskies. i gave an idea to mice while he's talking to bcda to tell those guys that the kids are sleepy and they need to sleep so that mimi san and david can get out from there.
it was fun to go out with them. too bad it was only for a short time but it's more than enough ^^
and tooo bad coz i couldnt say goodbye to them on sunday as i have to go to KL :(
and the fact that i couldnt have lunch at fancy restaurent makes me sad too :P
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