Wednesday, July 20, 2005
exam + mummy
Currently listening to 'Wing My Way' by Kotoko + 1/2 studying + 1/2 surfing the net
I'm trying my 'best' to study but it seems that i can hardly focus on what I'm reading. I've always been like this for ages. Arghhhh!! I need to study for my first mid term test which is on this Saturday morning >.<
I HATE exams. Oh yeah, this evening I tried to burn to 'Chobits' for my ex-housemate and I did it. My very first self-burned CD was successful (Yeah I only got this burner a few weeks back. My mum install it for me plus with new HDD and printer. I want DVD burner too but it will be better if i buy myself instead of asking from my mum coz she's done so much for me. Thank you mummy. I love you~~) Oh dammit. Mum's birthday is next month. Kyaaaa~~~ What should i buy for her?
But then, whenever i wanted to buy something for her on her birthday, she refused. She said it'll be more than enough if i study hard and listen to what she says (Yeah. I'm a very stubborn girl :P) She's such a wonderful woman. To think on how she brought me up for all these years without my dad, it makes me feel glad to have such a loving mum. It must be very painful when my dad left her and me when I was only 8 months old. I really admire for her courage and strong will to work hard and take care of me. I know it's not easy to be a single mother especially when you have a stubborn daughter like me. Nyehehehe...
Now that I'm in Malacca, I miss her so much. Although we always fight (esp politics), we're still like best friends except that I dont tell her much about my problems. I'm not used to tell her my problems esp regarding on special relationship with a guy. Even now, I never tell her about Matthew. I always wanted to tell her but ended up feeling confuse on how she'll react or say coz she's unpredictable. It's hard to tell what's on her mind. Like what people says, girls have complicated mind.
BAH~ anyway, I'm surely gonna get her something for her birthday. It just that I dont know what that something will be. Maybe I should frame out my exam slip and send to her :P
JUST KIDDING. My result is not that good... unless I get 4 flat... but now I fall flat >.<
I'm trying my 'best' to study but it seems that i can hardly focus on what I'm reading. I've always been like this for ages. Arghhhh!! I need to study for my first mid term test which is on this Saturday morning >.<
I HATE exams. Oh yeah, this evening I tried to burn to 'Chobits' for my ex-housemate and I did it. My very first self-burned CD was successful (Yeah I only got this burner a few weeks back. My mum install it for me plus with new HDD and printer. I want DVD burner too but it will be better if i buy myself instead of asking from my mum coz she's done so much for me. Thank you mummy. I love you~~) Oh dammit. Mum's birthday is next month. Kyaaaa~~~ What should i buy for her?
But then, whenever i wanted to buy something for her on her birthday, she refused. She said it'll be more than enough if i study hard and listen to what she says (Yeah. I'm a very stubborn girl :P) She's such a wonderful woman. To think on how she brought me up for all these years without my dad, it makes me feel glad to have such a loving mum. It must be very painful when my dad left her and me when I was only 8 months old. I really admire for her courage and strong will to work hard and take care of me. I know it's not easy to be a single mother especially when you have a stubborn daughter like me. Nyehehehe...
Now that I'm in Malacca, I miss her so much. Although we always fight (esp politics), we're still like best friends except that I dont tell her much about my problems. I'm not used to tell her my problems esp regarding on special relationship with a guy. Even now, I never tell her about Matthew. I always wanted to tell her but ended up feeling confuse on how she'll react or say coz she's unpredictable. It's hard to tell what's on her mind. Like what people says, girls have complicated mind.
BAH~ anyway, I'm surely gonna get her something for her birthday. It just that I dont know what that something will be. Maybe I should frame out my exam slip and send to her :P
JUST KIDDING. My result is not that good... unless I get 4 flat... but now I fall flat >.<
