Hidden Love

New blog URL

2007-09-14T05:10:00.000+08:00

Hola~~
I'm changing from Blogspot to Wordpress. Reason? My blog looks neater in WP & I'm sucks at HTML, PHP & all that crap.

Please change my blog URL to

http://cholic.wordpress.com/

Where as my photo blog is now located at

http://cholica.wordpress.com/

(Yes, there's an extra "a" over there")

new phone

2007-09-07T02:31:00.000+08:00

My phone died. I've got myself a new phone. Bought it 2 days ago in Low Yat

This is my new phone.. Sony Ericsson Z610i

*starts molesting her phone non-stop NYEHEHEHEHE

lala lu~

2007-09-04T01:25:00.001+08:00

There are just so many things that I want to buy like new LCD, new memory card for my PS2, new RAM, new camera, new DVD burner ( I suspect both of DVD drive KOed)

But I don't have enough cash. I guess I'll have to wait till I have enough $$ for all of them. I'll be happiest girl in this world to have all these things with a hunky teddy bear in my arms *winks*

ugagaga

2007-08-14T04:11:00.000+08:00

I want MOAAAAAAAAAAAR holiday! One week holiday is not enough for me to do my business plan assignment & play PS2.

More updates soon... Tidoooo dulu..

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After tido-ing..

Went back with my bro last Saturday. I was SHOCKED to see him with a new girlfriend (gf). After what happened between him & his previous psychotic girlfriend, I never expect him to get a new girlfriend & moreover after my mum advised him to focus on his job not so long ago. He is really a girls-magnet (-___-)"

Both of my brother & his new gf slept over at my house. They wanted to go back on the same but it's just impossible and too tiring. I was right when my brother thought that he's driving from KL to Taiping is like driving from Penang to Taiping. He's lack sense of direction.

His new gf was a nice Sabahan girl. Kindda cute with her long, I mean really long, straight hair. We chatted a lot on the way back. Apparently , she will be going to Leeds soon to further her study. I wonder what's going to happen to brother at that time. He ain't that young anymore. I want to have my very own niece/nephew. I bet my mum want grandchildren too. Most of her friends already have grandchildren.

I didn't anything much during the holiday except trying to complete my ASSginment & when I get tired of it, I played PS2. I tried "God Hand" but got stuck at a boss fight at Stage 3. I cant defeat the evil girl in pink suit who blow big-and-deadly-blow-kiss & she turned my character into a chihuahua so many times D:

Then I tried "Okami" & apparently I got stuck in the game when I accidentally went into the Moon Cave without a fire brush & the other 4 final brushes. Heck I don't even know where to get the brush since I played without a FAQ. I can't turn back either coz Issun don't let me to & the village-sake-brewer girl, Kushi was choosen to be sacrificed for the evil 8-headed Orochi go by herself until I met her at the Shinshu Field & there was a cut scene of Ammy, the white wolf tossing Kushi onto her(Ammy) back. I can only go to Moon Cave & there I can't complete the task given by the evil-being cooking chef coz I don't have the fire brush to melt the ice.

Getting stuck at that place, I restart the game & played carefully until the last part when I got the wind brush. Then I played Final Fantasy 12 instead. To my horror my PS2 cant load the scene in Eruyt Village. Kyaaaaaa!!!

So I can't continue the game too.. I think it's either the PS2 overheated or the game CD is corrupted. But I think it's the PS2's problem. Remember when I posted about my step brother who broke his arm yet he can finished up Devil May Cry 3 game? He played day & night non-stop and finished the game within a few days :/

I'm feeling sad & pissed at the same time T-T

lamb chop

2007-07-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for lamb chop now; the one from Delipheldia at HB3 cafe. I just love to dip the meat & french fries into the spicy black pepper sauce. They give coleslaw & mash potato too but I'm not into their mash potato as it taste a bit weird to me. I put extra black pepper sauce into the coleslaw cup. It taste REALLY nice :D

I wanted to buy to buy lamb chop right after EMiNA meeting last Wednesday but they ran out of the meat stock. I went again today(Saturday) hoping to eat my favorite lamb chop but to my horror they didn't have it yet..

I WANT MY LAMB CHOP DAMMIT D:

a lil conversation

2007-07-14T03:18:00.000+08:00

I had a YM conversation with Adib just now. He told me to tell Khurshid that he won't be coming for Bon Odori. Reason? He got something to do in Melaka ASAP. Why I'm suppose to tell Khurshid but not himself? Adib said Khurshid will call & bug him telling him to come for Bon Odori whenever her sms him. So, now I became the "middle person"

Adib told me to have fun later during Bon Odori & I told him to have fun too. Here's the exact conversation we had just now :D

adib: have fun tomorrow
adib: :D
Nikki: u too
adib: ...
adib: :((
Nikki: :D
adib: ....i wish i can destroy the stadium tomorrow
adib: ...
Nikki: awww
Nikki: u'll kill all the lolis
adib: im not pedo ok?
adib: ...
adib: yuhi is
adib: well
adib: u already know that
adib: :D
Nikki: :P
Nikki: i know
Nikki: you'll kill all the PSPs, NDS
Nikki: u'll kill all the food
adib: i have psp
adib: i dont have ds, but i can still play yuhi punya
adib: food? i rela makan nasi lemak
adib: :P
Nikki: :P
Nikki: you'll kill all the cute girls
Nikki: japanese girls
adib: ....
Nikki: in yukata
adib: who cares
Nikki: malay girls in yukata
Nikki: chinese girls in yukata
adib: i bukan ada pun kat sana
adib: ...
adib: demmit
Nikki: you'll kill ur buddy, yuhi along with his NDS
Nikki: so u cant play NDS anymore
adib: ...
adib: well
Nikki: edo & kiwi will be gone~
adib: kalau stadium tu hancur sebelum opening, takpe kot
adib: hahaha
Nikki: so does loo mun & her gang
Nikki: :P
Nikki: then tokyo will bom kuala lumpur
adib: kekeke
adib: biarkan
Nikki: revenge for their death ambassador
adib: nanti malaysia terpaksa buat battle royale
Nikki: no more anime
Nikki: no more hentai
Nikki: no ps3 in the market
adib: universuty student ver.
Nikki: no sony or samsung
adib: university*
adib: haha
adib: ol
adib: lol
Nikki: :D
adib: haha'
Nikki: so sushi
Nikki: *no
adib: ...
Nikki: no dorayaki or teppayaki
adib: ....
Nikki: no bento set
Nikki: no gundam figurines
adib: ....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NITE!
Nikki: no manga
Nikki: : :P
adib: good luck, have fun

Tehehehe~ XD

Club Registration Week 07/08

2007-07-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

It was held from the 3rd July till 5th July 2007 in Grand Hall. I didn't take care of EMiNA booth much as I was busy handling the performance by some clubs & societies. I was in the Ad hoc committee which I volunteered to be in myself. Just pass by EMiNA booth, trying to persuade some people to join the club every now & then. Some international students mistook EMiNA as a animation club; as in a club where you can learn to do animation, 3D stuff D:

I told them that we don't have such thing unless we have some animation-pro members in the club itself. I myself want to learn as well on animation. Who doesn't? Some thought that EMiNA members just watch anime. Well, it is true; ages ago BUT now we're covering anime , games (PS2, PS3, Wii etc), manga & cosplay. Who knows one of the member or committee have new idea to be slot into the club's activities.

I get to know some people especially the SRC members. All I can say that they're a bunch of serious people who can do work every now & then. I wouldn't want to be in there for sure T-T
I prefer to stay in club like EMiNA :D I somehow joined UPG... Joined FOMS & ITS too.

A member registering & that's my LCD :D

EMiNA Cyber's booth

A bunch of curious guys

Capoeira demo by HYPE Club

View at Grand Hall

There are more photos but I'm too lazy to upload them :/

damn Xenmas

2007-07-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

I assumed that I almost finished playing Kingdom Hearts 2 since I had to battle Xenmas, the head of Organization XIII. I don't know how many times i had to battle him (in various form) up to the part where he wore black & white trench coat alike & it was freaking hard I tell you D: I stopped playing right there because I need to get back to Cyber (so sad..)

I was only level 51 & haven't finished some quest in certain area. Heck I didn't know that I'm going to have to battle the final boss when I stupidly entered the door to darkness heading to the "World Was Never Was" ; the HQ of Organization XII (O13) D:

Aisey man.. I really don't want to start again from where I stepped into the O13 HQ. It was quite a long journey. I had a tough fight with Xaldin, Xigbar, Saix, Demyx, Luxord (I think there's more..)I haven't finished Sebastian's quest yet. Now that I have my PS2 in my hostel room (that's right!!), all i need now is a converter so that I can play the games with my LCD monitor XD

Transformers is ZOMGWTFBBQ freaking cool

2007-06-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

I just have to put a picture here..

The title says it all. The movie was awesome, far better than Fantastic 4 : Rising of the Silver Surfer. The movie have freaking good action pack. Something of you never thought of happening. The robots have new modern look as well. Those metallic body of them made me feel like want to molest :P Bumblebee is CUTE! There were quiet a few of humorous scene like when the Autobots were gathering at Sam's house to get the glasses which actually has a map printed on it of the location for "AllSpark". Bumblebee has to crawl & hide himself/itself under Sam's house porch while Optimus Prime "stick" himself on the house's wall like a ninja :P
There's one scene where Bumblebee purposely "pee oil" on the Sector 7 Commander after they captured Sam, his parents & Mikaela and on the way their research area. Mojo, Sam's dog pee on Ironhide too earlier when they where at Sam's house.
The human reaction was pretty real despite all those robots are just CG. By the way.. these robots have freaking EYE LASHES. Metal type of eye lashes.. longer than mine, the human eye lashes.. D:

Well the movie could be perfect if there were more transformation sound effect or was there any at the first place? There should be more of the Decepticons scene as well. I want to know how the Decepticons other than Megatron arrived on Earth. I want to see moreeeeeeee Decepticons death scene >:)

Oh.. how come Optimus Prime was weak in the movie? He/It suppose to be strong. He got beaten by Megatron twice. Where is the glory of the all-mighty-Autobots-commander Optimus Prime? Too bad there wasn't any female Autobots like Elite One since I thought she's romantically linked to Optimus Prime? She's in pink color by the way :D

Too bad Jazz died. He's one of my favorite with his playful style.
Josh Duhamel is hot. I always like him since he act in the "Las Vegas" series as Daniel
The tiny Decepticons that turned himself/itself into Mikaela's phone was a cute & silly one.
They "kutuk" @ making fun phone of Nokia mobile phone brand :D
Evil vending machine & evil radio came to live D:
Bumblebee showing off his bare-robotic chest like King Kong when he/it send the Autobots signal. Sexy~
I suspect Rapid KL new buses can transform..

I wanna watch again..

bad combination

2007-06-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

maggi pedas + ferrero rocher + Lipton Ice Tea Green + guava + ayamas chicken + char koew teow = cirit birit aka diarrhea (-___-)"

Things that I want

2007-06-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

1. my Darling
2. 500GB SATA HDD
3. Asus PW201 20" LCD monitor (you can actually plug in your PS2 & play on it)
4. 1GB RAM
5. gaming keyboard
6. a PS3 (I want to play Ninja Gaiden, FF13, Folklore , the list goes on & on~~)
7. new DVD burner (I think mine is spoiled..)
8. make cosplay costume
9. 1 month holiday in Japan
10. new jeans

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edit..

ZOMFGWTFBBQ I totally forgot that I want a DSLR camera!! I want at least a Nikon D40x for myself. Is there anyone who is willing to give it to me as a present? :D

I got tagged... again

2007-06-20T10:05:00.000+08:00

I got tagged again.. this time by Fiona

5 Things found in my handbag:
(I don't have any handbag unless you don't mind me referring to my bag that I use to class)
*pencil box
*sweets
*lip balm
*small mirror
* purse

5 Things found in my purse:
*cards (blood type card, business card etc)
*important receipts
* 1 cent & 5 cent coins (A LOT of them)
* my mum & I old pic
* my old taekdwon-do "Perak" cloth sticker

5 favourite things in my room:
(hostel room :P)
*my PC of course D:
*prom dresses
*boots
*bolsters
*game controller

(at home)
*my BED
*bolsters
*anime collections
*clothes
* photo albums

5 Things I've always wanted to do:
*go to South Africa, Japan
*play PS3
*sleep on the grass under the sky full with stars at the beach
*open my very own "maido" cafe :P
*beat up a b!tch

5 Things I'm currently into:
*my "bear" :P
*games
*UVERworld & SNoW
*sleeping
*anime & J-drama

5 people to tag:
1. Vox
2. Adib
3. Hsia Liang
4. aizat1900
5. kawaiiplue

new sem..

2007-06-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

I had SOME fun during the break. Not much.. just some.. I played PS2 almost during the entire semester break. Played Kingdom Hearts 2, Final Fantasy 12 (up to gotten the Dawn Shard & I can say that my characters' level are quite OK), Onimusha 4 and .Hack//G.U.

As for FF12, Vaan is level 33, Basch is level 30 while Fran, Penelo, Ashe are level 28 & Baltier is level 27. I gotta level up Baltier when I have the chance to play FF12 again before continue the quest passing Giza Plains during the rain where there are tons of high level hyena, froggie & element (with freaking high HP & I died once there bcoz of the 45k HP element D:) We're suppose to go to Garif Village but we have to pass through Giza Plains first.

I did some side quest, hunt & secret Espers mission too. Then I got bored, so I play KH2 instead. I just finished the mission in Disney Castle. The 3 heroes; Sora, Donald & Goofy gotta go through a door to the past to find another door in there that being used by Maleficient & Pete to conquer the future Disney Castle.

As for .hack//G.U. I played only for a few hours without saving the game coz don't have enough space in the memory stick. It's kind of fun I must say. Other than that, I watched my step brother played Devil May Cry 3 & he finished it already. He came to my house for a few days after he involved in an accident & had his left arm broken but still he can play PS2 :P

I'll update more after this.. Gotta buy dinner... meeting later..

Anniversary

2007-05-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

This month is our 3rd year anniversary <3~
Love you dear

isk isk isk

2007-05-20T03:34:00.000+08:00

Those who have me in their Friendster contact list might notice my "alter ego" photo where I wore a pink dress & took photo of myself in front of the mirror. A guy send me a message commenting on my photo. I print screen it.

My reply to him:

Hello sayang

To be honest, I'm neither a Malay or Muslim. I'm sorry if my look makes you think that I'm Malay. Can't change my look & skin color. Given by nature. Have a nice day.

Peace =)

I find it quite funny but at the same time I pity him as he don't know my real race & religion. For those who still don't know my real race & religion, I'm a Thai (and no, I'm not from Thailand). I have blue IC & I even have a ASB account although I'm not a Malay or a Muslim. I'm a Buddhist & I'm not vegetarian :P

P/S: I'm just another small short girl who at least want to look good in her prom dress. Please have a pity on me. I want to look good for once! *goes emo*

update :p

2007-05-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

GACC & Mumbo Jambo post coming soon...
In the progress of doing them... Zzzzz...

Oh.. there was a funny thing happened when I went to Kenny Rogers at IOI Mall the other day. I had my dinner alone there after I watched Spiderman 3 in the cinema. I couldn't finished up my food coz it was A LOT so I called the waiter to give me the bill. A waiter came giving me the ball for payment. He asked if I was alone & I said yes. I put a RM50 note on the cash tray & later he came back with the balance & receipt. He said something to me about numbers but I didn't hear what he said. So, I simply smiled at him. I took me awhile to notice that he wrote down his phone number on the receipt (-___-)" Those who want his number, please tell me & I'll be gladly to hand over his number to you :D
So, that's just it. I might sound a lil paranoid, but lately, I just realized that a lot of people either giving me their numbers or asking mine.. Did I do something wrong? D:

Goong~

2007-05-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

I know it's kindda too late... and it's exam time now but...

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GOONG.

Q: What is Goong?
A: Well Goong is a famous Korean romantic comedy drama which was aired on 8TV not long time ago. It's alternate tittle is "Princess Hours" ("Imperial Palace" & "Gung" is applied too) Believe it or not, the drama is based on manga by a guy called So-Hee Park.

Copy paste begins

Set in an alternate 21st-century reality where Korea possesses a royal family, this show revolves around the lives of the Crown Prince (Wangsaeja) Lee Shin, and his new bride, Chae-kyeong. The depicted royal family in the show is modelled after the last royal family of Korea, which in reality reigned until the start of the Japanese Occupation in 1911 and was not reinstated after Japanese surrender in WW2.

The series starts off with the news that the King, Shin's father, is severely ill. With the grim outlook on the King's health, the royal family scrambles to find a wife for Shin, so as to allow him to take over the royal throne if the situation requires. Despite being in love with another girl, the ambitious and talented ballerina Hyo-rin whom Shin initially proposed to (she rejects him to pursue her ballet dreams), Shin eventually marries a commoner to whom he was betrothed by his late grandfather in an old agreement with the girl's grandfather. Shin marries the headstrong yet lovable Chae-kyeong after Hyo-rin's rejection. Despite initially feeling nothing for Chae-kyeong, love eventually blossoms between the couple.

In the meantime, however, matters are further complicated with the return of Lee Yul and his mother Lady Hwa-Young, who was once the Crown Princess (Bingoong) before the death of her husband, the late Crown Prince, older brother of the current King. Yul and his mother were chased out of the palace some time after the death of his father, and it is later revealed that this was due to the King's discovery of an affair between Yul's mother and the current King who was his father's younger brother. Yul's mother had returned with a sinister motive in mind; to restore her son back to the throne, which would have been his eventually, if his father had not died. A series of events befall the palace with the schemes Yul's mother carries out, and is further intensified by the various scandals involving the royal family, which are inclusive of the Shin's continuing relationship with his old flame Hyo-rin, and the budding love Yul develops for Chae-kyeong, his cousin's new-found bride.

The first series ends with Shin giving up his title and allowing his elder sister Hyae-myeong ascend the throne. Shin and Chae-kyeong got married in a Catholic church in Macau, as the series concludes with the possibility that Chae-kyeong is pregnant with Shin's baby; in the end credits, a slideshow is shown with Shin and Chae-kyeong with a baby girl.

Copy pasta ends

It's really an awesome show I tell you. My heart almost burst each time the arrogant Shin trying to show his affection towards Chae-kyeong. So cute~ I pity Yul for his fate or else he could have been with Chae-kyeong. He's kindda cute too XD

There's Goong 2 & Goong S. I 've just finished downloading Goong S & I'm going to watch it when I'm free. Can't wait to watch. It seems that they're using new people for Goong S

Some Goong's photoshot

L-R: Chae-Kyeong, Yul, Hyo-rin & Shin So cuteeeeeeeeee

I can't stop listening to one song featured in this drama but is not available in the OST album. It's called "Aeng Moo Sae" by How L. It's really nice~ Trust mua ;)

DISCLAIMER: Photos are courtesy of "Google". Yup.. you got that right. It's Google. If you're the real owner this any particular photos that I've posted, you have my credit =)

grrr..

2007-05-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

Ma cibai lancau Turk Team massed aku dlm Dark Throne. Pay back time >:/

afifi is a gh3y D:

2007-04-21T15:36:00.000+08:00

He admitted it XD

Awww...

P/S: just pulling your leg Afifi. You seems stress :/

awww..

2007-04-21T05:37:00.000+08:00

Words that makes me go "Awww.."

matthew: ure my wife, best friend, my baby :)

I'm so happy *-*

photo blog

2007-04-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

I have a new photo blog at Wordpress. Don't worry as I will still posting photos in Fleinair Log. Feel free to visit both Fleinair Log & my new photo blog which is currently named as "Photo Addict" ^-^
In "Photo Addict", I will all sort of photo (except nude/porn) including the photoshopped one (MAJOR photoshop :P) Devianart is kindda messy for me :P

Example of my pic in "Photo Addict"

P/S: GACC & Mumbo Jambo Nite post coming soon...

I won a lottery~~ NOT!!

2007-04-11T05:58:00.000+08:00

I got this just now in my mail box

EURO MILLION SPANISH LOTTERY INTERNATIONAL.
FROM:INTERNATIONAL PROMOTION/PRIZE AWARD DEPT.
REFERENCE Nº:803/401/JKU.
BATCH Nº:APD/608/604/015.
RE:WINNING NOTIFICATION/FINAL NOTICE.
4TH APRIL 2007 .

Dear Winner,
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2007, and the result where released on the 4TH APRIL 2007 . Your E-mail
address attached to ticket numbers:229-188-611-401, with serial main
numbers:112-522-337-7575 drew lucky star numbers:52-35-40-61-92 which
consequently won in the 2ND category.You have therefore been approved for a
lump sum pay out of 615,810.00(SIX HUNDRED AND FIFTEEN THOUSAND,EIGHT
HUNDRED AND TEN EUROS ONLY)CONGRATULATIONS!!!.

Due to mix up of some numbers and email addresses,we ask that you keep
your winning informations confidential until your claims has been
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Sigh... I was not that stupid to actually believe I won a lottery coz I never play one before. So I simply check out this Viten Seguros Company S.A. & found this!!

SCAMMER!!

I somehow wished it was for real so that I can pay up for my mum's apartment in Penang, build new house at my mum's hometown & perhaps get myself a new car & a PS3. And guys.. never ever send any personal information like your bank account information if you happened to get this as well.

Nvidia 8800 GTX

2007-04-10T03:04:00.000+08:00

I might get a Nvidia 8800 GTX from someone~

tarot card

2007-04-06T14:29:00.000+08:00

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

new skin

2007-04-06T03:37:00.000+08:00

Yup!! I've changed my blog skin. No more greenish window LOLZ.
I designed this one myself except for Hitsugaya & Hinamori's CG of course. I know nuts about CG. (Kudos to the CG artist. It's a great work & cute too :D) Took me one whole night to get the HTML code right (change the color here & there too :/) The navigation on the right side is exactly the same with the previous blog skin.

More blog skin coming soon lolz (Only when I'm free...)
Tralalalala~~

friend stuff

2007-04-05T17:30:00.000+08:00

I don't think I've told this to anyone before. I tend to stay away from my guy friends when they have/found new girlfriend. I have this weird feeling talking to them while their gf is next to them so I tend to stay FARRRRRR away from them. More like don't talk much except when it's necessary

So two or three guy friends "kena" already. Gomenasai T-T

Jade Empire

2007-04-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

meow~~

Sorry for the low quality video. youtube make my video look fugly. Msg me for a better one.

ZOMG i got tagged

2007-04-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

I got tagged from Khurshid (-__-)"

5 reasons why I blog

For fun (tralalala~~ games screenshots to make some ppl drool)
Seeing that I don't have any tangible diary, this IS my "diary" (online one though :P)
Need a place for me to whine without anyone complaining (stares at someone)
Hope that my friends will stay in touch with me when I'm apart from them
Expressing things that I can hardly express by myself (face 2 face)

DONE!! Happy now kid? >:(

rawak

2007-04-03T02:36:00.000+08:00

For once...

Aku malas nak update blog. BZZZZZZZZZZZZ sgt2 dgn ASSignment yg berlonggok mcm Gunung Everest pastu dgn event prom nite lagi (kena jaga booth), talk by companies utk ITS (tinggal lagi satu..) pastu event EMiNA Cyber punye anime wayang pacak style (aku skip kerja hari Isnin sbb baru blk dari Taiping - gi Kedah sembahyang tok nenek kat kubur) Nak kena jumpa AA aku lagi. Mesti kena leter pas ni :P

Aku rasa mcm nak guling sana, guling sini mcm bola nak lepas tension. Syok giler bile aku gi GACC hari tu (sat gi aku blog ler pasal GACC.. ni gambar pun x resize lagi. 1.47GB tu..) Lagi syok time aku balik Sabtu lepas. Blk rumah trus hentam PS2 abg aku. Wakakaka main FF12, pastu Soul Calibur 3, Tekken 5, Valkyrie Profile 2 (main kejap aje. x tau nak tekan butang mana bile ade tutorial game utk first attack encounter *kantoi*), Xenosaga (x reti nak bom benda bulat utk security masa 1st mission *kantoi*), Genji (stop main jap tang masa dia kena train lawan reflection dia sendiri *susah siot*)

Bapa tiri aku pun join sekaki main Tekken 5. Wakakaka org tua tu nak lepas tension kerja dia. Kecian gak tgk dia. Mak aku pulak x naik main sbb takut kalah. Aku set easy mode pun x nak main lagi :/

Time gi kedah utk sembahyang kubur lak pagi Isnin tadi lak, pipi aku kena cubit byk kali dgn mak cik2, saudara2 aku (-__-)" merah siot.. mata aku pedih sepanjang hari sbb asap colok kat tmpt tu masuk mata

Edit:

Lupa nak habaq. Aku jumpa minah yg aku plg x suka kat dunia ni hari Sabtu lepas kat stesen bas. Minah ni pernah buat hal masa kat sekolah dulu. Mcm2 dia buat. Dia back-stabbed kawan baik dia sendiri, curi duit kelab, duit org. Mak dia caci kawan baik dia sendiri (A) depan bapa (A) kat sekolah. Dia kata si a ni pelacur. Haram jadah. Dia sendiri x sedar yg anak dia tu yg jadi pelacur. Aku mmg marah sgt dgn apa dia buat. Ada skali tu kita org plan nak buat video utk Hari Guru. Jadi, kita org ambik video masa cikgu mengajar kat skolah, jln2 kat compund skolah. Pastu kita org edit lar bilik komputer (Mac PC siot :D ) Si minah ni otak pandai. Dia curi video cam tu pada Hari Guru lepas kita org tayang kat cikgu2 & student. Kita org masa tu x reti burn CD, jadi terpaksalah pasang cam to direct to projector. Minah tu ambik kesempatan letak vid cam tu dlm bag pastu tu letak kotak dia blk dlm pejabat skolah. X ade org suspect yg vid cam tu x ade dlm kotak tu sehinggalah ade cikgu ni nak pinjam vid cam skolah. Cikgu ni jugalah yg jadi penasihat kita org dlm project hari guru tu. Dia bagitau ketua pengawas (KP). KP cemas gile masa tu. So kita org yg terlibat dlm project tu kena panggil ke meeting. Kebanyakannya pengawas sekolah. Aku pun pengawas skolah gak masa tu. Minah tu pun kena panggil gak sbb dia terlibat dlm project tu. Kawan baik dia pun ade gak. Masa tu lah dia start plan dia. Dia kata dia bleh dpt 2nd hand vid cam sama brand dgn yg hilang tu. Dia suruh kita org kongsi duit bayar kat dia. Aku x bagitau mak aku masa tu sbb takut dia marah. Sebabnya aku mudah percayakan org lain. Aku berhenti tuition pastu guna duit yg mak aku bagi utk fees tuition utk kasi kat minah tu. Tapi aku x bagi satu sen pun kat dia lagi. Ketua Pengawas dah bagi dah.. Seminggu kemudian, minah tu bawa vid cam yg kononnya yg dia dpt utk 2nd hand ke skolah.

Satu hari tu, pecah tembelang minah tu bila aku dgn kawan aku gi jumpa cikgu add maths sbb nak yg kita org x bleh pi kelas tambahan. Cikgu tanya kenapa. Aku bagitau dia yg aku tgh tension. Pasal kehilangan vid cam tu, i TERcakap kat cikgu add maths. Kebetulan ade sorang cikgu (P) ni incharge utk buku tahunan skolah lalu. Dia terdengar perbualan kita org. Ade cikgu (S) sorang lagi ni pun join. Cikgu P bagitau aku dgn kwn aku yg dia syak si minah ni curi duit yg dia kutip utk duit photo yg student bagi. Punya kerkejut aku dgn kawan aku. Cikgu S pula bagitau yg printer & scanner kat bilik buku tahunan skolah hilang. Pastu tu, semua diam. Aku rasa menyesal sbb percaya sgt kat minah tu. Tapi aku lagi kesiankan kwn baik minah tu, si A. Alang2 esok harinya, si minah tu kena panggil oleh guru disiplin. Pastu semua yg terlibat dgn project hari guru tu kena panggil jumpa guru disiplin. Aku nampak cikgu disiplin dgn cikgu S tgh mengalirkan air mata. Aku yg masa tu x tau lagi perangai sebenar minah ni tertanya2.

Cikgu disiplin suruh minah ni mengaku perbuatan dia kat depan kita org. Punya terkejut beruk bila dia cakap yg dia yg ambik vid cam tu. Kawan baik dia, si A hampir nak bagi pelempang kat dia tapi aku sempat tarik tangan dia. Aku marah gak masa tu tapi aku diam aje.. Cikgu disiplin bagitau kita org yg vid cam yg minah tu cakap 2nd hand tu rupanya vid cam yg hilang. Dia tunjuk nombor siri kat kita org. Raut muka kawan aku bertukar dlm sekelip mata.

Sejak tu kita org x layan minah tu. Si A kawan lagi dgn minah tu, tapi utk balas dendam. Aku x tau sampai sekarang dia dah dpt ke blum dendam dia tu. Yg aku tau, si minah ni dpt masuk kolej matriks. Haram jadah betoi. 2A pun bleh masuk?! Masa tu aku ingat hidup ni mmg x adil. Mana tau, beberapa bulan kemudian, aku dpt tau yg si minah ni kena tendang kluar dr matriks sbb curi duit kelab. Rasanya tabiat lama sukar dihapuskan.

Masa aku nmpk dia hari tu, aku rasa mcm nak baling aje tong sampah tepi aku kat sini tapi aku cuba bersabar. Aku sms kawan lama aku kat skolah. Depa suruh aku cool down & & kata x ade guna aku bazir tenaga aku utk org mcm dia. Dgr kata dia x berani tegur semo budak yg pernah blajar kat skolah aku dulu. Malu kut. Agaknya dia dah dpt balasan dia. Kalo korang nak tau, muka minah ni nmpk aje baik, tapi hati dia busuk mcm mayat

stewpiak driver

2007-03-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

Ya know what happened to me & hsia liang while we were on our way to Melaka for GACC? A stupid lorry driver cut Q while we were on the highway near Melaka. The road over there was under construction, so only one lane was opened. That stupid driver cut our lane from the left. Hsia Liang hon him but he just ignore us. KNNCCB man..
Thank god our car didn't crash with the lorry or else I won't be able to go to GACC & see sexy Dante.. I mean see the cosplayers & Mr Tohru Furuya :P

I tried call number where you're suppose to call whenever you want to launch a complaint about lorry / bus etc drivers but the line was busy (perhaps it never works at the first place). So, I googled & found a link to this site where I keyed in my details in the form. I hope that stewpiak driver will get busted. Hmmmphhhhh!!! t('.'t)

CNY log

2007-02-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to "Sayonara arigatou ~ama no kaze~" by Natsukawa Rimi

Just came back from the Chinese New Year (CNY) holiday break. This year I got ang pao as well. My bro came to Taiping & stayed there for 2 nights. We went to my step dad's house the night before CNY for the family gathering dinner. My bro did eat alot & ended up having diarrhea. Pity him.. The next day, we went to my step dad's house again. We were late though coz my bro had a headache & stomachache. I guess he couldn't stand staying in the the room without the air-cond. I cooked plain porridge for him along with some fried egg. That's all I could do with my limited cooking skill :/

Later in the afternoon, we went to Ipoh visiting my step family's relatives house. After that me, my bro, my step sis & her bf went to Jusco. I bought salmon & cod fish fillet back to Taiping. LOLZ You can never find them in Taiping... Sad case :(
We bought some sushi back home too. My step sis "forced" my bro to let her drive back home coz my bro looked kindda tired & sleepy. In the end, she did drove back home & her bf couldn't sit still coz he was afraid that she go speeding. Told my bro to sleep during the trip back to Taiping but he didn't. He kept on singing along with whatever Chinese & Japanese song that has been played (-__-)"

My bro went back to Penang the next day in the afternoon. Afew days later we went to Betong, Thailand together although there was a bombing incident during the CNY. My mum & I went to Butterworth to meet up with my bro then we head to Baling, Kedah (that's the only way you can get to Betong). There, we went to some relatives house before head to Betong. I made my border pass at the border too. I wanted to go there as well for quite some time. I've been begging at her & she finally bring me there. There, she said she saw a few suspicious looking people & decided to head back to the Msia - Thai border ASAP :P

Then we went to my aunt & uncle's house. My uncle's family thought that my bro is my boyfriend at first. Oh gosh... They couldn't recognize him coz he is kindda chubby now :P
Wakakakakaka

Then we head back to Penang & stay overnight at my bro's apartment on the island. I played PS2 in his room while he watched the international stock market with his PC & laptop while chatting in IRCQNet. My mum pinched me many times telling me to go to bed but I ignored her & continue playing PS2. I was playing "Genji" & it was freaking awesome. Around 2am I couldn't stand it, feeling tired after travel the whole day, I slept in my bro's room. My bro still stuck at his PC at that time. Let's just say that all of us slept in the same room with me & my mum on the bed & my bro on the floor. He rented the other room in his house to a few guys who are undergo for industrial training. They were not around though. The living is filled by their PCs; FOUR of them. I could just take & sell them away :D

The next morning, me & my mum went back to Taiping where I continue my sleep from 12pm to 5pm. My step dad asked if I want to follow him & my step bro to his friend's house for CNY & I said no while I was half asleep (actually I don't even remember myself saying that. my mum told me that i said so)

I got my camera back btw. They replace it with new one actually but different model. It's Kodak V603; 6.1 megapixels & it's black it color. My total ang pao money was only RM60+
Still, it's better than not having even 1 cent :P

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2007-02-16T12:47:00.000+08:00

Wakakaka Happy Chinese New Year to those who celebrate it & happy holiday to those you are not :P

*start packing her stuff*

P/S: thanks to Blazeblade for the CNY forum sig

Solo a tu lado quiero vivir

2007-02-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

I'm currently into this particular song by Jyve V. It might be an old Spanish song but... it ROCKS!! It was an opening song for a Spanish drama which I forgot the title (I think it's the one where there were two twin sisters where one is an evil one & the other is a kind one) The song title means "I want to spend my whole life with you"

ya sé porque estas dudando
sé lo que vas a pensar
sera este un amor eterno
sera un amor de verdad

CORO:
Aunque se que esto no es facil de entender
que parece una locura
aunque sé que es muy dificil de creer
el amor de mi vida eres tu
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir
sin ti mi cielo se vuelve gris
dime que hacer si no estas aqui
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir

te mostraré lo que siento
de lo infinito al final
pido tu mano y prometo
por siempre te voy amar

CORO

SOLO
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir
sin ti mi cielo se vuelve gris
dime que hacer si no estas aqui
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir

TRANSLATION

I already know because these doubting
I know what you are going to think
To be a this eternal love
To be a love really

CHOIR:
Although that this is not easy to understand
that it seems a madness
although I know that it is very difficult to believe
the love of my life you are your
only to your side I want to live
without you my sky becomes gray
it tell me that to do if not these here
only to your side I want to live

I will show to you what I feel
of the infinite thing in the end
I request your hand and I promise
always I go to you to love

CHOIR

SINGLE

only to your side I want to live
without you my sky becomes gray
it tell me that to do if not these here
only to your side I want to live

decision making..

2007-01-29T15:12:00.000+08:00

It's already 3rd for the 2006/2007 academic year. My holiday was so-so. Didn't go anywhere at all. Currently I'm thinking whether I should take up Spanish or Japanese for my foreign language subject. It's compulsory. Mandarin is offered too but I don't intend to take it. I've learned basic Mandarin before when I was 9 years old and it was tough T-T
So I quited :P

I like Japanese more than Spanish but I thought of expanding my language communication knowledge. I just love to learn other languages. I wish I could learn French, German, Russian, Korean, Tagalog and the list goes on and on. Say, if I register for Japanese language as my elective subject, I would be happy to learn it. Watching anime, Jdrama, Jmovie is going to help me out A LOT. If I take Spanish instead, those "dramatic" Spanish drama will definitely come in handy.

Phantasy Star Universe part I

2007-01-08T17:23:00.000+08:00

I'm playing Phantasy Star Universe game and currently at Chapter 10. Three more chapters to go. Tralalala~~ XD As usual I won't say anything much but I post tons of photos~

loli with double-saber :o

New-man loli with saber

CAST loli with two-hand-satellite-deployed-machine gun :o

Got froze while trying to attack (-__-)"

Got froze again...

Cute "beast" loli~

My P-Machinary "Pete" in 2nd form

Pete in 3rd form

Pete in 3rd form from side view (sooooo CUTE)

Ladies & gentlemen, meet "Miss" Pete. Yes, it IS Pete in the 4th form
Smexxy lil Pete

Happy New Year '07

2007-01-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you!!
I guess most of you had a nice new year eve celebration at home while I stuck in Cyberjaya studying in for my final exam (although I played some games sometimes). This really sucks. It's been 3 years in a row I didn't go back for new year. Ahhh~~ I miss my home & family.

I can see that kid have his own new year resolutions and I have my own one too XD

1. Love my darling dear & my mum more
2. Study hard (study like crazy if i have to) & be more hardworking in other stuff
3, Play more games
4. Cosplay (hehehehe)
5. Be more active in the clubs & societies
6. Expand my network (make lotsa new friends etc)
7. Workout (I miss playing badminton...)
8. Take driving license
9. Go for vacation
10. Shopping more often XD
11. Try to control my temper :P

That's all I can think off...

Adios~

Neverwinter Nights 2 fever part ii

2006-12-24T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hehehe part II of Neverwinter Nights 2 now. Currently I'm in Act II right after the Trial & before the fight with Lorne
ENJOY!

Beautiful isn't it?

Bottom : End of Act I

Exploded~

P/S: Currently I'm playing Phantasy Star Universe (click click) as well. Currently stuck at Chapter 5 as the boss for that chapter is too freaking powerful and I'm out of Monomate (healing item) coz I used it all as the monster in Chapter 5 are powerful too and there are ALOT of them (also it's quite along journey compare to the other chapters)You're only be able to carry a maximum of 20 Monomate at one time. Will post the screen shot soon XD

Neverwinter Nights 2 fever part I

2006-12-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

Currently I'm addicted with Neverwinter Nights 2 ;)
For the first time I choosed paladin as my character. I will never ever take paladin as my character again since it moves REALLY slow... Mage/Wizard/Sorcerer are always the best. But then my character is a female human paladin with mohawk hair style XD Crazy isnt it? Afifi whined about it too. Currently I have a hold onto a Katana & shuriken (and I dont know which character class suppose to have it obviously not paladin, sorcerer, rogue, fighter and druid )

Flame-resistant piggie :O

thug who cast spider web :O

Ouch... :( (I'm currently stuck at this place. too many enemies)

lunch pack

2006-12-05T11:42:00.000+08:00

For the first time I have a perfect lunch pack ever since I came to Cyber. Bought it a few minutes ago in the Malay shop at HB3. "Pucuk paku masak lemak" is simply the best. I took fish curry, "ikan bilis goreng pedas" & salty duck egg. YUMMY~~ Itadakimasu~

*big grin*

weeeeee~~

2006-12-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

Currently listening "The Good Kind" by The Wreckers (Michelle Branch & Jessica Harp) for One Tree Hill OST

Tee hee hee~
I just bought a new printer in PIKOM fair yesterday. It's a "Brother" branded 4 in 1 printer. I've been molesting... TESTING it for the whole night printing, scanning & do photocopying. I have not try the photo printing yet. Must save ink for my ASSignment printings :/

Currently I'm busy doing my resume/portfolio/CV for my Managerial Communication (BMC) job interview assignment. If I manage to be the top interviewee, I'll get the chance to get a job as a student researcher WITH salary XD

I still have to do review for BMC group assignment too. Each group consist of 3-4 people will have to do reviews on 20 journals on their choosen topic. As for my group, we've choosed "Technologies Impact on Human Communication" and I'm totally clueless on how we should get it done. The due date will be on week 6 >.<"

I don't know whether it's a good news or not but I don't have mid terms for all of the 3 subjects I registered for this semester since there's tons of ASSignment.

Sigh...

gentleman... NOT gentleman

2006-11-26T11:53:00.000+08:00

Most guys are NOT gentleman ESPECIALLY the good looking one. "Harap muka ajer hensem, tapi perangai buruk benor. Lagi teruk dari beruk." (Translation: ... Good looking people are not nescessarily have good manners....)
It's very hard to see some people who are willing to help you carry your stuff or perhaps let you get into the elevator first. Most guys just rush in, "pushing" the others aside minding their own fucking business. These people are just being nice if they want to show off to get girls attention. As for the others, they just don't give a damn.
There was once where I was waiting for the train to come at the Imbi monorail station and there were alot of people. I missed freaking 5 trains cause I was pushed out by the fucking impolite male species who was being rather fucking selfish. It was hard for most female, especially the elder women to get into the train. Thank god the monorail station guard helped me to get into the train or else I would have to wait for another one to come and I was running late for a meeting.

Fuck all those impolite retards. The government should imply this special morality/manners related rules and give summon to those who being impolite in the public. You'll be really surprise on how many summons will be issued every hour in KL itself.

quiz

2006-11-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

You Are 80% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Copied from aizat's blog :P

hmmm..

2006-10-09T10:36:00.000+08:00

stupid bloody haze!! t('.'t)

I think I'm getting sick soon. No holiday for me then :(

And people, please register at the Siti Hasmah Digital Library (click click) for you to enable to access MMU Digital Theses Online, MMU MBA Theses Full Text, MMU Repository Collection, MultiMedia Collection : Video-On-Demand (INTRANET), Subscribed, Free & Trial Databases, Subscribed Online Journals and Past Year Exam Papers.

It seems that MMU implanted a new system to protect the copyright stuff :/

I got KILLED

2006-10-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHA *dies*

Tiny Burger

2006-09-19T13:44:00.000+08:00

Don't you think KFC Colonel Burger is rather small to fit your into tummy? It's taste good but it's too freaking small for a burger T.T

Photo by Cholic
Hand belong to Mr Ganaesh
Location at KL Sentral KFC Restaurant

P/S: I'm feeling hungry now..
Do visit Fleinair Log (clicky)

How un-Malaysian are you?

2006-08-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

Try to take this test
Here's my result :P

Congratulations Cholic, you are 33% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Happy Merdeka Day XD

mah new BABY~

2006-08-25T06:06:00.000+08:00

I've just got myself a new baby XD

Intel Processor Core 2 Duo 2.13 GHz E6400
Gigabyte GA-965P-S3:Dual Channel DDR2 800/PCI-E x16 (more info)
Winfast Gerforce 7600GS 256MB DDR2
Western Digital 320GB 7200RPM 8MB SATA2
2x512MB Corsair DDR2 533MHz CL2.5
Samsung DVDRW 18x
Liteon 16x DVD ROM
iCute Casing with 2 fancy fans and one none fancy one (spiderman casing lolz)
Samsung Mouse
Samsung Keyboard

*Targeting Altec Lansing 5.1 sound system & another 320GB HDD. Not to forget, PS2 & PSP since they cost RM450 and RM650 each XD

deviantART

2006-07-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

yay~~ finally i have my own DA account. Feel free to visit it and give your comments ^^
Someone added my photo as their fav XD

P/S: Bon Odori post will be coming soon :P

EMiNA CYBER registration days

2006-07-12T04:22:00.000+08:00

Unlike Melaka club registration week, we can only open the booth for 2 days over here. Ordered by the SRC. Enough said. Managed to bring in ex-EMiNA Melaka members into the club and a few CFians as well. I really hope that they stick to the club until they grads :D

the so-called partition board given by the SRC

Yong, the current EMiNA Cyber prez

fishes

"fishes"

the "attraction"

I just hope that the club will STAY ALIVE

new LCD~

2006-07-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

Lululu~~
I bought a new a new LCD screen last week in Low Yat ^^
It's Samsung SyncMaster 740N. I got quite a good price with it. I put my old spoiled CRT monitor back in its box.

I've got myself an external HDD too ^^

new Rapid KL bus route

2006-07-04T00:04:00.001+08:00

Sigh~

Rapid KL bus service changed their route on 1st July. I didn't know. I was suppose to go to Malacca on that day for IT fair but in the end I decided to go to Low Yat Plaza. The bus driver (no. 429) told me to board it since I wanted to go to KL. Passed by quite a few unfamiliar place in Putrajaya. The bus stopped at Putrajaya Terminal and I took E1 bus to KL Sentral.

There are NO LONGER buses from opposite Maybank at Pudu area to Cyberjaya vice versa. You have to go to KL Sentral to board on the bus to Cyberjaya. Let's say you're in KL Sentral and wanted to go to Low Yat, simply take the monorail to Imbi. It cost only RM1.60

Once you're there, you can go to Times Square, Sg Wang, Low Yat Plaza, BB Plaza etc

But it would hard for me to go back to hometown since most probably I'll carry quite a big bag with me :/

click for a bigger view

tsk tsk

2006-06-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

CLICK HERE

tsk tsk. I wonder what was in their mind (including the victim)

my list

2006-06-23T14:33:00.000+08:00

Here are stuff that I need/want/dream of and plan/going to buy soon/later

1. NEW CRT monitor/ LCD screen (NEED it csince my current on is almost black & white with some yellow and purple color at the center and corner of the screen)
2. 1GB RAM (currently mine is only 256MB. Used to be 512MB but dont know wut happened to it when I sent to a shop for repair)
3. new graphic card (cant play Onimusha, Dynasty Wariror, Narnia, Black & White etc)
4. external HDD (for my collections & backups)
5. new casing (to prevent myself to get shock from accidently touching my casing back part everytime I open my wardrobe - cant put my CPU under the table coz there's no hole on it to put the cables through)
6. DVDRs
7. new printer (my current one sucks alot)
8. Ion litium battery (as a spare for my digi cam)
9. new motherboard (I know I got new one not long ago but I want a powerful one)
10. DVD burner (YES!! new one)
11. Ipod nano
12. PSP
13. Black color Gen 2
14. Nikon D70 / Lumix TZ1
15. LG Chocolate (yummie~)

that's all for now....

holiday nightmares

2006-06-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

I post this since Kiwi bug me for an update. I went back to Baling the day after I got back from Melaka coz one of my relative passed away. Been there for almost a week without my PC and my nieces/nephews have been bugging me alot which includes bullying (pinches, molest, bites, wrestle etc)

One of my niece followed me back to Taiping and stayed with me and my mum until last Saturday. Her name is Salitta and she's only 7 years old. Very naughty and like to manja with me but I tend to ignore her manjaness :P

She somesort "run away" from home coz her siblings incuding her 3 years old sister bullied and always make her cry. Funny right? Well, I told her that she's too skinny (18kg only. what do you expect). I MADE her eat during her stay here but it was pointless. This girl rarely eat rice. She likes breads, buns, cakes and other western food.

She called me a bad girl and I told that she'll sleep in the living room during night time since that's what bad people will usually do and straight away she came hugging my waist tightly. She sleep with me in my room and always ended up taking over my sleeping space. I always got up every night and drag her body to the side of my bed next to the wall during her stay. Sometimes her legs ended up on my tummy and talk in her sleep. She giggled once... which was kindda creepy.

I took lotsa photo of her but seeing that I'm in cyber cafe now, I wont be able to upload her pic. Will edit this post once I got a proper internet connection with my own PC.
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KDU Cosplay got canceled. Basically, my holiday break was a boring one. I've been watching CSI and some random animes. Watched some soccer match also.

Germany vs Costa Rica 4-2
Japan vs Australia 1-3

I was hoping that Japan will win but I guess the player got too tired and Aussie player made use of the chance to score 3 goals for the FREAKING LAST 15 MINUTES!!
I kept on shouting "FUCK" for the last 15 minutes before the game ends. Japan will have a tough time now.

Oh yea, I support Germany, Japan and South Korea. While Matthew support Holland :P
That's all for now
Chao~~

PS I : Nakata doesnt look handsome anymore. Sad case
PS II : Ono shaved his head and he doesnt look cute anymore too
PS III: Australia scored for the first time in their sport history for FIFA World Cup. Players who scored goal will get 10k for each goal (If I'm not mistaken)
PS VI : Japan goalkeeper played well until the last 15 mins. I guess he got too tired after being pushed and forced to keep the ball out from the goal post. He's small (that's what my mum said :P)
PS V : Long live to the King of Thailand. Took over the throne when he was only 19 years old because his elder brother died mysteriously. Thai people really love their king and queen. They actually cried when the king got sick. Does this ever happen in Malaysia? Nahhhhhh... Perak state itself have 3 different royal families (-___-)"

plans

2006-05-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

My plans AFTER my exam (before I'm going back to Taiping)

1. DOWNLOAD manga & mp3 as much as I can
2. Hang out with friends and take photo with them(?)
3. Clean up my room & pack my stuff
4. Get more pic for my cosplay plan

My plans DURING the holiday

1. Manja with my mum & darling dear (1st priority XD)
2. Take my driving lisence
3. Read e-manga, bang my head along with some music & watch anime/drama/series
4. Melencong to some random places (KL, Genting etc) if I managed to bodek my mum
5. Design my new blog/website template & new signatures/avatars for DT forum (Duh...)
6. Wash/wax my darling motorbike T.T
7. Clean up my room (It's messy even when I'm not there)
8. Enjoy my "new" house (just finished renovated it)
9. Sew my May Lee "costume" and other cosplay characters' costume which I've decided to cosplay
10. EATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT and EATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Azumanga world

2006-05-19T18:04:00.001+08:00

OoooooooMG
Somehow all these look wrong somewhere and cute at the same time...

Osaka Gundam version XD

Shinobi movie

2006-05-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

I want to watch this!!!111oneoneone

It looks super cool and the main characters are good looking *ahem*
The bad guy looks like Orochimaru *swt*

P/S:But no one can beat my bear XD

mentally lazy..

2006-05-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

I'll be posting up LOTSA photos that I took ever since I got my hand on my mum's camera *ahem*. I'm just plain lazy to type words.. nothing but words ^^;;
Wait for those photos :)

*Drools over Lumix TZ1 (Can somebody buy it for me? XD)

Ouran High School Host Club

2006-05-08T17:35:00.001+08:00

Oh well, I got curious about this anime after seeing so many avatars and signature related to it in the CF forum ^^;;

I'm in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with this anime XD
To whose who have the series, please lend it to me. Onegai.. T.T

This is my most fav part XD

My cosplay plan

2006-04-27T15:23:00.000+08:00

I've decided to try cosplaying for real unlike when I cosplayed as "chibi" Squall during EMiNA booth promotion, random high school girl during a visit to Malacca High School and a random Shinigami during GACC. I'll start off with a simple-costume character.

My very first cosplay character will be May Lee from King of Fighters.
I asked BladeWing and he said it suits me well. May Lee's characters is like Kamen Raider; she wears a scarf and "hero belt", both trademark gear of Kamen Rider, and she tends to pose heroically in many of her moves. The most important part is that she uses taekwondo fighting skills in KOF and eventually develope some unique fighting skills

"Hero" May Lee

Currently I'm thinking about my second cosplay character after May Lee...
I have a few characters in my mind and all of them are games characters.

remember

2006-04-27T03:10:00.000+08:00

Remember this time and date

01.02.03am 04/05/06

It's for fun XD

MMCC 2006

2006-04-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

I went to KL for Malaysia Manga Cosplay Competition (MMCC) in Sg. Wang last Sunday with Edo, Naz, Kiwi and Benee. We took the 10am bus to KL and reached there at 12pm. We bought our ticket back to Malacca first when we got to Pudu bus station coz we were afraid that the ticket might be sold out since many people going back on Sunday. I ws thinking about going back at 6pm but Naz wanted to go back abit late, so we bought the 8pm bus ticket.

Then we took taxi to Low Yat plaza. They didn't want to walk there coz like Edo said, "It's like you are smoking 3 cigarette if you walk in KL"
It cost each of us RM4 (yes, five of us squeezed into ONE taxi) Naz wanted to changed his PSU there. After that we went to Sg Wang plaza for lunch and for the MMCC itself. We had our lunch in KFC. I saw BladeWing passed by KFC when I was having my meal. I suppose to pass him a toy sword which I bought in Jonker Street the night before. Later on, we went to 6th floor in the plaza heading to the competition spot.

I was like !@#$%^&* when I saw that place. It was so small (as small as normal classroom in the faculty). Then we walked around and met some friends who we got to know during GACC. MogiMogiMonster (MMM) came with a box. He hide himself in the box and walked around with the box as well. I can finally see how he looked like since he covered him face with a paperbag during GACC XD

MogiMogiMonster (the paperbagman) in the box XD

I met BladeWing and pass the sword to him. He hugged me so tight in front of everyone (-___-)" Hopefully his girl fans won't chase me with big knives. I wasn't in the right mood to take photo so I just sit on a beanch while waiting for the event to start. The place started to get too crowded because more people came in.

Tres Iqus & Sister Esther Blanchett

Blerghhh!! I'm too lazy to describe each of every finalist performance, so I'll just post up some pic. I didn't manage to take photo for the first contestant because I was standing far behind from the tiny winy stage where I can see lotsa big heads with spiky hair right in front of my eyes. I slowly moved to the right side of the stage; right behind of the sound system.

The MC for event was the lamest I've ever seen. He's so gay and couldn't stick to one language while he mced the event. I know it's good to speak in multi languages, but please be considerae to those who dont understand Mandarin and Cantonese. I was tempted to push down the sound system right on his head and drag Kiwi onto the stage to become the MC :D

Here are some photos that I took from the side of the stage ^^;;

Performances by The Cosplay Club members

the waitress

Shinigamis found a soul..

Shinigamis fought and Byakuya Taichou was defeated and kena pijak by Hollow Ichigo

Kaki buli (-___-)"

click here and here for MORE MMCC photos
P/S: I took 215 photos on that day for the event itself but I'm too lazy to edit and add watermark on all of them :P

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YES!! Tom Cruise LOVE Kuala Lumpur so much that he decided to save the city himself by doing MISSION IMPOSSIBLE this 3rd May 2006

2 in one

2006-04-18T15:41:00.001+08:00

We had GACC appreciation hi-tea in Bayview Hotel last Saturday. The club’s hi-com rented a bus to go to the hotel. We pushed out from MMU at 2.30pm to Bayview Hotel and straight go to the cafeteria at 4th floor. There was a swimming pool outside the cafeteria and a gym inside the building itself facing the pool.

There were so many GACC working comm. I was busy taking photos and had my food quite late. Overall the food is pretty good. Slightly better than Equatorial Hotel’s food which I had for Trinite.

Here are some photos that I took or someone else took for me ^^;

Oh btw, Kiwi did something “shocking”. He “proposed” Loo Mun and gave her a ring XD

Okay. It was a joke (-___-)”
It was Loo Mun’s birthday a few days ago and Kiwi gave her a present, a pair of earrings. We some sort bullied Kiwi and asked him to kneel down while giving the present to her. I took a video :P Nyehahahahaha

plz dont kill me...
Then we got back to MMU at 5.30pm and I quickly recharge my digital camera because I was planning to take photos during the Japanese Culture Night which started at 8pm in main hall. Too bad, I didn’t have enough time to fully charge the battery. It was almost 8pm when I quickly rushed to main hall. I met Benee and Daniel who were on their way there too. I bought ticket on the spot and met QJ. The ushers gave me a really warm welcome at the entrance which almost made me got a heart attack (-___-)”

Then I met Loo Mun, Kristine, Shin Dee and Kay Lyn. We including QJ, Benee and Daniel sat at the same row and the event started

I tried to take photo from my seat but got blocked by a few “big heads” in front of me (-__-)’ So, I went to the front and got myself the first row seat. I took a lot of photos from there but too bad my digital camera has only 3 times zoom. The photos are quite blur

Oh yea, they had this Japanese drum play and a Japanese traditional dance where pretty girls wore yukata and high heels. They looked akward since yukata and high heels are not a good match. Things after that was something I didn’t expect…

They had this break dance on the stage which made me think if it was a suitable show for a Japanese cultural night. Is break dance part of Japanese culture? Maybe in the Japanese modern society but still I seriously think that it was not suitable. People want to see things which got to do with Japanese culture. Something rare and which can be only seen in Japan.

The next “best” thing was that they had a fashion show I don’t mind they have a fashion but a bridal clothing fashion show? I guess they have to do it whether they like it or not since they got a sponsorship from a bridal shop. But it would be a lot better if they had the Japanese bridal clothing instead. Oh well, they did have Japanese fashion show but only on Japanese traditional clothing for male and female. The fashion show was still on going with the Japanese street wear fashion show. Those clothes look pretty normal to me. Trust me, you can find them around KL especially big and happening shopping malls like Mid Valley and Suria KLCC. I was hoping to see some "cosplay fashion" show ^^;

Later on, they had this sketch about Japanese version of Little Red Riding Hood combined with some “Densha Otoko” heroic scene and ‘bleached’ by a Shinigami who randomly pop out chasing a girl and some other random mixture of anime where the actors and actresses spoke some random Japanese word like “obachan” and “arigato” in the middle of their conversation. It was pretty funny and kind of silly at the same time. But at least audience who came enjoyed the sketch. Forget to mention that, Christopher was the one in charge for sketch XD

After the drama, once again there was this pop culture Latin rumba dance by some dancers. Uhmmm I seriously have no idea why they had all these break dance and Latin rumba dance thingy at the first place. They were seemed out of place….

random photos

2006-04-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

Just post these up for fun XD

P/S: I know that the photos are crappy but still I kindda love looking at them ^^;;
They are all taken from my unit's balcony

When "Cholic" is translated into BM..

2006-04-12T13:40:00.000+08:00

it became like THIS!!!

*FAINTED

ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING MY ASS OFF
aka

BERGULING DI ATAS LANTAI KETAWA KELDAI SAYA SEBELAH KANAN

trinite bites

2006-04-06T15:40:00.001+08:00

I'm too lazy to post a long entry so I' just post some pics taken by kiwiboy ^^;

Edo sent me and Naz to Equatorial Hotel around 6.30pm. I didnt feel comfortable wearing my dress and high heels at first but I dont give a damn anymore coz that's the only outfit that I have in my wardrobe.

Met up with Kiwi later on at Equatorial's fountain and asked his help to put on my contact lense but he FAILED. He said my eyes are too small and he cannot put contact lense for other people coz his hands were shaking like shit.

Went inside and saw Jin and his gf. Also met with Thye Shin and Ai Ling. She look beautiful XD
Later on Lynn came and I asked her help to put on my contact lense and she failed too (-__-)"
So she just put some make up on my face so that I look "fresh" a lil. Thanks alot Lynn :D

Then I took photo with Kiwi and Naz and some other people that I know before going upstairs for the ball room.

We sat at table number 28 out of 70+. So it's consider a quite good table already. Waited for Hsia Liang for quite some time. We got a shock when he came to us. He looked like a macho gangster leader with his outfit (-__-)"
I was quite jealous to see 3 couples sitting on the same table with me, Kiwi, Naz and Hsia Liang.
Gahhhh!!!

The prom night MCs were 2 Hitz.fm DJ, Junior and Jake. They were quite a talkative bunch of guys. Heh~ I pity them coz people didnt give much support to them.
The food was not so good. They were cold. Maybe bcoz of the air-cond but at least I can cook better than that. Seriously... although my cooking skills are quite bad, I can cook a better fried sotong and cook kangkung.

I was joking aorund telling Kiwi to take some food for me. He left so I went to take food for myself. A few moment later, Kiwi got back with 2 plates full with food; he gave one to me and I was speechless. I told him that I was joking with him and he took it seriously (-___-)"
My April Fool plan FAILED. So I ended up eating alot of food.... Thanks to Kiwi

We went outside to take some photos xD

Then I went to the toilet to fresh up myself. Went I got back, the MCs announced that Daniel (the Malaysian Idol Season 2 winner) is going to perform at that very moment. So I just stand somewhere near the stage enjoying the performance by Daniel. I saw Kiwi and told him to take lotsa pic XD
He's quite good in singing. I have no doubt on Daniel now :)

After that, it was Jac's turn. Jaclyn Victor was the winner for the Malaysian Idol season 1. Helaluva. She was awesome!!! I really like her singing alot. For the second song, she was willing to come down from the stage and sing in front of the VIPs table.

Amber Chia was there too. She looked really gorgeious with her native-motive pinky bright pink dress. Too bad I couldnt take photo with her. Jac was dancing and people were cheering on her. She's really good and sporting. Then, Jac called up for Daniel and both of them sang "Gemilang"; one of the song that Jac sang during her MI final perfomance which made her win the competition.

Guess who was the last artist to perform in Trinite?

It was Reshmonu!!! I love his songs so much especially "It's You That Matters" but too bad he didnt sing it. He sang "Hey Waley" instead and some other songs. "Hey Waley" brought me up into the dancing mood. I took his photos while dancing that was why they are blur :P

Then they announced the prom king and queen. The girl that i rooted for didnt win. It's a sad case coz for me, her performance was really good compare to the others. Discrimination? I dont want to say anything else...

Trinite almost come to the end...
Loving couples were dancing around under the soft lights and slow music. I was somewhat forced by my friends to dance with Kiwi and we actually did danced together. He stepped on my foot a few times (-__-)" Then Kiwi danced with Ai Ling. I heard Thye Shin was angry that his girl got snatched :D
It was my first dance and I had a had time dancing with Kiwi, the first timer too :P

PS: I saw Ai Ling and Thye Shin k*** XD Nyehehehehe

Tickle that tickles

2006-04-01T03:10:00.000+08:00

I tried out a Tickle quiz which I've gotten from Kid's blog. It's something like a personality test based on color (depends on what you answer tho)
I clicked on the link and asnwered all questions until I reached the second last Q where I need to fill in my name. So I did. Then, for the last question, it wanted my email add, so I did. I key in my gmail account. There's a page pop up after that. I thought I can view my result but I was wrong. Instead of getting my result, I got this...

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I was wondering why the heck Tickle want my Gmail password? But I just gave in and type my password "xxxxxxxxx"

To my horror.....

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Tickle now have access to MY address book in my Gmail account woth MY password. Oh gawd dammit!! I got tricked. April Fool!!!!!!!! BOOOHOOOO~~~

I only got to see my result after I click "Send" (I untick all boxes except for 3 people)

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I feel really stupid for giving in my password just because of a really stupid quiz result.

Here's my result anyway....

Your true color is Blue!

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

What's Your True Color?

Brought to you by Tickle

one day to go....

2006-03-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

One day left before Trinite and I still have no idea how to do my hair. I dont want to go to the saloon because the price is really killing me (unless someone willing to sponsor me :D ) I decided to style my own hair but I just dont know how to do it. Should I leave my hair as the way it is or maybe straighten it up or curl it a lil? I have straightener and hair dryer tho...

I NEED HELP!!

oHHH.. I dont know how to make up too....
I brought my Seventeen magazines from my hometown to look for make up and hair tips. There are plenty of them but I just have no idea how to start doing it. Gahhhh!!
I have problem with almost every part of my face except my lips. I wonder what color for eye shadow should I use? Blue? Pink? Green? Brown? Purple? or Black? O.o
Btw how to use eye shadow....? (-___-)"
I just want to put light make up on my face so that my face will look fresh and glowing(?)

*Bangs her head on the wall

i wonder...

2006-03-29T03:35:00.000+08:00

I wonder, what is the benefit to shoot people in the public? Feel more superior? Or feel like having "flawless" victory?
Does shooting people will change the past?
How does someone who did a very little job have the right to condem those who worked really hard but did it in the wrong way?

I wonder.....

Let's make it this way. Things are what they are now for what had happened in the past. If you take one person out, things just wont be the same anymore. It's either going to be better or worse. Example on what I'm trying to say. You came to MMU to further your study. If you didnt come here from the very beginning, will you get to know your current friends that you met in MMU and be what and who you really are at this very moment?

I wonder if you guarantee that things will be better if some particular person didnt get involve?
It already happened. So, let it be. No point pointing fingers and put the blame on other people.

P/S: I saw the evolution. The evolution of homo sapiens down-graded to homo erectus. It was "amazing". I bet Darwin will be really surprise too if he get to see the evolution himself ;)

GACC gacc GACC

2006-03-23T16:19:00.001+08:00

Finally GACC is over!! Believe it or not I didnt sleep the night before the event. I was busy painting anime mascots for the backdrop and kon was definitely one of them :D

I was seriously oo busy on that day that I didnt take much photos either. Sigh...
I'm glad that it's over now but I'm pretty much happy and glad that visitors love our event. I cant believe with my own eyes to see that there were thousand of people came for GACC.
Full report after I got back from my hometown ^^;;

*rushes to pack her stuff
Here are some photos:

*run away with the speed of light to avoid being thrown at with rotten tomatoes, eggs and bricks

petrol oh petrol | diesel oh diesel

2006-03-13T10:27:00.000+08:00

A few hours after I've done distributing fliers in BBI (tersesat into Tmn Melawis as well :|), I went to MP. Bloody hell!! The bus fare increased by 20 cents >.<

All bcoz of the petrol and diesel price increased which was started on the 28th February. The fare for buses without air-cond from EP/MMU to Melaka Sentral is now RM1.50 (used to be RM1.30) and from Melaka Sentral to Mahkota Parade is now RM1.00 (used to be RM0.80). The bus fare for domestic buses have increased, how about the external buses from one state to another state? How much it's going to be now from Melaka to my hometown, Taiping? The ticket price was RM33 when i took the bus last month. I hate it so when when price for petrol and diesel increase. Although the government said the prices for other stuff such as food and bus fare WOULD NOT increase, but they ARE already increased. They said they can no longer subsidize too much for the petrol and diesel coz they're not to able to do handle the cost and other stuff.

But seriously, this sucks. It sucks when government's decision somewhat in the way make the prices for essential things such as food increased. Students like me can hardly enjoy nice food anymore which is quite expensive. Let's say one day you spend RM10 ONLY for food. For one whole month, you need to spend RM300 (RM310 for 31 days) Do you think you can buy breakfast, lunch and dinner with RM10? How those who eat alot? They need supper you know? Melaka is not like Taiping where you can ge RM1.00 fried noodles and koew teow from the pasar malam. In here, those food cost around RM3.00. We need to eat fruits too to stay healthy. 3 fragrance pear for RM 2.80. Sigh. Even the food is getting much more expensive. We still need to buy printing papers, cartridge, photocopy charges, text books, stationaries and sometimes we need to fix our PC as well (to get a new power supply, you need to pay at least RM50). Students can never forever stay in their hostel rooms. They need to go out to fresh up their mind. Thus, you need transposrt for that. Car rental is RM5 per hour. You need to feel the fuel yourself too with your own money. People like me who dont have any driving lisence can only take bus to places where we want to go. But the bus does not go everywhere. it only go to places where there are lotsa people. Forget about the taxi. It's freaking expensive here.

From MMU to Kota Mas/Jaya Jusco (only for a few kilometres) is already RM8 vice versa. From MMU to Mahkota Parade is RM17 vice versa and from MMU to Melaka Sentral is RM12 and it is FREAKING RM17 from Melaka Sentral to MMU. Those prices are BEFORE our "beloved" government increase the price for petrol and diesel. Taxi drivers will no longer have passangers coz they're not willing to pay that much. Not everyone is owns RM5k per month and send RM1k to their kids as pocket money per month. I only get around RM500 per month which is NOT enough to cover my expenses while I'm studying in Melaka. Imagine if I've shifted to Cyberjaya, it will be even worse >.<

Next time if the government want to increase prices for anything, think of the effects to people in this country. Not everyone owns a BMW or Mercedes and have personal driver in it. Not everyone can afford to buy branded thing. That's why you can see that privacy CAN NEVER end bcoz it's cheap. People prefer to buy cheap things coz the original one is bloody expensive. People download mp3 from the internet coz the original CDs are expensive as well, doesnt matter if it's an imported one or not. The more you increase the price for anything including the highway toll, which going to affect the food business, the more people you'll see ended in TV3 Bersamamu show. I'm serious.

Unless companies RAISE up their workers' salaries ;)
And not everyone work in companies in towns or cities. Some own business and they might be most probably wont survive if prices for things keep on increasing. Some plants vegies and rubber tape just to find money. Some rubber tapist can get RM2k PER WEEK coz rubber prices increase which is good for them.

Things are not balance anymore. This is just sucks

*Took a bus from Mlk Sentral to MMU. Passed by Bt. Berendam. The bus driver got angry coz there was a pasar malam and it cause heavy traffic jam. He keep on cursing with all his might
"Bangang betoi buat pasar malam kat sini. Aku tibai dengan kayu karang"
"Pukai mak cibai, apasal kerete bodoh tu tak jalan" and he kept on honning to the cars in front us.
So MBMB, please find a more suitable place for BT. Berendam pasar mlm. It seriously sucks alot. Traffic jam happens because stupid people with stupid attitude and stupid mind can stupidly park or stop on the road side next to stupid stalls to wait for their stupid wives and family members go for some stupid mini shopping. They are so stupid that they never care less about other road users. Stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid!!!

you love me... not

2006-03-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Life is tough. It's even tougher when someone who you love do something which break your heart. They might not realise what they have done or maybe they do know. They want you to change into someone who is not the real you anymore, the one who they first time met. They want you to be perfect so that they can be happy and be at ease. They accuse you for not loving them with all of your heart when you did so much things to make them happy but in the end, you suffer and they wont understand your pain at all. When they're happy, they're sweet to you but not when they're angry, they'll say things that they never should say which will totally break your heart into pieces. When you got sad and want to know the reason, they give excuses saying that they were angry and that was why they say things they shouldnt say. They'll say that we should understand how they feel. But do they even try to understand yours? No. Not at all. They dont understand but yet they pretend that they do.

Sometimes, they are selfish and demanding. When it's your turn to be one, they'll say that you are not suppose to do that because they said it makes them feel sad and that you think about your ownselves only and not them. They always want to have all the pleasure and give some tiny bit to you only. When you want more, they ignore you and keep on carrying only their own pleasure. Some stuff are meant to be secreats. but still they want to know everything. They demand to know the secreats and when you refused, they "black mail you". Leaving you alone with a broken heart and will be back only when you go after them and unwillingly tell them things which are meant to be as secreats. They know everything about you by then but they cannot do anything with what they have gotten. They'll break your heart even more. Human need secreats to secure their lives. They need secreats where they might be their happy or sad past time which they want to keep for themselves only. Secreats which can also be memories. It can be the dark secreats but still human need something to keep for themselves and that is secreats.

Sometimes they treat you badly. They claimed they know an understand how we feel and even made a promise to protect you from being heart broken. But they already broke your heart many times and you keep on forgiving them because you love them so much. But do they love you as much as you do to them? With all those unfair treatments, do they really love you as what their mouth have spoken? I have doubt

inhuman

2006-03-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

I want you to see something....

For those who are eating or drinking right now, I suggest that you DO NOT click and look at the picture which you're about to see...

Click here

Shock? Feel disgust? That's what I felt the moment I say those picture. I bet that bitch is mentally ill for doing that.

Believe it or not...

dooooooooootdooooooooooot

2006-03-02T14:32:00.001+08:00

Sky merajuk :
I said something I wasnt suppose to say and he's gone now..

Last Saturday, I went for a BBQ with EMiNA's member at Pantai Kundur. It was sooooooo great that when I got home, my whole body was aching and I ended up walking like an emporer penguin from North Pole (-__-)"
I got thrown into the salty sea water by Khurshid. Damn you... I shall have my revenge on you during GACC. You shall pay for it!! I'm going to throw you off from the stage. Nyahahahahaha

Seriously, I skipped my tutorial thinking that it's not worth it for me to walk down the stairs only for an hour class with my aching calves and I almost fell down the stairs a couple of times. I know you might think that I'm crazy or something to skip class just because my calves were in pain. Seriously, If you were me, you'll do the same. You can hardly walk down/up the stairs and you have to control you legs which will be somewhat out of "order" when you walk. You might ended up walking like someone who just had sex with her boyfriend or like a penguin *full with pride*

I was way too bored during the last semester break. I was watching some MTV on 8TV and I saw this characters reading thingy by sending just your birthdate. I did send... and here's the result

Career: FOOD, Restaurant, COSMETIC, Light, Magazine, Advertise, Public Relation, Designer, Writer, Nurse, Branding, Accessories, ManPower, Canteen, Fashion, Psychologist

Characteristics : Skillful and detailed in handling matters. Will never forget who help her/him. Full of passion and love. Argumentative. Loves for fame and fortune. Not firm person

Traits : Friend come and go. Believe your own way. Modern/stylish outlook. Pressure in planning. Friendly. PLAN USUALLY FAIL!!!!! (ZOMFG it's sooooo true!!!)

Sky: please come back. Im bored coz I have no one to argue with when you're gone. Dont merajuk too long lar. Onegai...

no pay, no pee

2006-02-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

What I'm trying to say is that, you have to pay freaking RM2 to pee!!
It's true. I went to KLCC with my mum today and at some moment, we felt the urge to pee. So we headed to the public toilet at 2nd floor. As we were walking towards the toilet, we saw a Malay lady sitting there with a guy. Obviously they collect money from desperados who really need to pee wee while shopping in the grand mall like us. Then we saw the sign board.....

"RM 2 per entry"

We were horrified and quickly walked off. We jumped on the escalator and went down to the ground floor looking for another toilet desperadely. Finally, we found one. There were alot of people queuing up but it doesn't matter to us as long as we don't have to pay RM2 for it.

P/S: I bought a black flowery choker and 2 feather earrings from Chamelon in KLCC. Also bought Cowboy Bebop OST; No Disc. My mum bought me a heart-shaped-ribboned box of Ferrero Rocher for Valentine's Day. V day is not only for gf/bf lovers ok? You can celebrate V day with your parents and siblings as well. You can love yourself when nobody love you.

For those who are single, do pamper yourself. Do stuff that you like and enjoy the most. V Day is for everyone :)

*my post bout someone smashed my mum's car seems to be "missing" :(

Games that I play..

2006-01-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

Uhmm well I did say that I'm going to post about games that I play...
No WoW/CS/NFS here. I dont really play those popular games. I play only those games that I think fit & easy for me :P

Age of Mythology
I love the god-power thingy in this game. Example of you're playing the Egyptian civilizations, you are able to choose which major God you want between Ra, Isis and Set. I like to play Isis the most. There are a few minor God under her. Each of them have different power and you have to choose one out two each time you advance to the next age. My favourite pick is Osiris. He turns the pharaoh into a lightning wielding semi-god (Son of Osiris)

1) Invoke tornado power to damage enemy's buildings
2) Son of Osiris kill enemy's Pharaoh with his staff along with alligator that attack enemy with sun ray

This is from Age of Mytholy : The Titans demo version
I dont know how install the full version into my PC T_T

Age of Empires III
Other than AOM, I like to play AOE too. I played AOE II demo only before this but not the full version. When AOE III came out, i rushed to store to buy the game. Of course it's the *ahem* version >.>
Will get the original version one when i have money or just hope for someone to buy for me. I like AOE III more because of those classical war ships!! Kyaa~~ I cant ge enough of destroying my enemy's buldings and ship.

Battle Realms / Battle Realms: Winter of the Wolf
I just play this game for fun It's almost the same with AOE & AOM. Train workers/peasants/villagers to collect resources so that you can build buildings, train soldiers, upgrade the buildings etc
There are four clans in Battle Realms ; Dragon Clan, Serpent Clan, Lotus Clan & Wolf Clan
I like Dragon Clan the most coz I can train powerful Dragon Warrior and Kabuki Warrior. Not to forget the Samurai who will stab himself with his sword when he almost die. So much for samurai dignity >.>

Rising Kingdoms
This is another game that I usually play. The game is not much different compare to the other previous games that I mentioned. As for this game, the villagers have to collect gold and jewel ONLY so that they can train warriors & army, build & upgrade buildings etc

I have this The Chronicle of Narnia game... but it's with Kidrock now. Kid, gimme next sem >.>
But too bad my graphic card dont support the game. Need new GC with pixel shader

PS: Good luck in your exam guys and girls :)
GAMBANTE KUDASAI MINNASAN
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Happy New Year 2006

2005-12-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

Wishing all of you Happy New Year / Sawasdee Pi Mai
Hope you'll have a very wonderful year and may your dreams come true :)

This is a lyric one of my most favourite song

Glenn - Januari

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna...

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita

Reff:
Kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan
Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di Januari
Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wow....pergilah

*sad song*

P/S: Im hoping to get a digi cam, PSP, external HDD & iPod nano in year 2006 :P

rubbish whores

2005-12-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

Gah!! I hate my housemates even more now!! I just got back from my hometown this morning to find that they threw rubbish into my dustbin and it smell horrible. I almost threw up on the spot. There were a few polisteren rice pack inside the dustbin including the soup....
The soup dripped and flooded the dustbin base and the smell spreaded all over the house. Oh fucking shit I really hate these dirty whores. Feel like want to bash their fugly fat faces with the polisteren. Not to mention, there was a baby house lizard 'swimming' around in the smelly dripped soup on the dustbin base. I put those bloody polisteren with the soup inside a plastic bag and dragged my dustbin into the bathroom and washed it with water & soap.
Bloody hell. They take things for granted. I pasted a notice saying:

"Dear rubbish whores. Please throw your own blardy rubbish. I'm not your private maid to throw the fucking smelly rubbish for you!!"

I was so pissed off until now. Stupid whores. KNNCCB!! Gahhh!!! I JUST HATE THEM!!!
And.. my plate was on the floor near the bathroom too...
Feel like want to scream on top my lung right in front of their fugly faces

P/S: Reached EP at 6.30am just to see this horrible things going on in the house when I was away only for 4 days. Blardy hell...
TQ Adrian for waking me up when the bus reached Kota Mas m(___)m

Comic Fiesta Trip ^^

2005-12-27T11:26:00.001+08:00

I went to CF on the 17th December in Subnag Jaya. Went there with a few EMiNA members including like Khurshid, Nazrin, Adib, Li sa, Kristine, Shu Yin, Lynn, Lisa, Edo and more ^^

Hsia Liang came after his exam around 4pm something.
Cf was not bad at all except the sound system is a lil bit.... *ehem*

There were lotsa cosplayers on the first day but there were MORE on the next day. Too bad I cant go. Felt tired when I got home and woke up at 3pm the next day (-___-)"

Bleach cosplayers
ZOMFG!! Bennie got whacked by Tifa
Errr.... dont know about this one though....

Top: Lynn, Edo (got killed by Khurshid), Khurshid, Ian
Bottom: Lisa, Nikki (me :P), Kristine

I bought some stuff from CF like Giroro's hat. Got it from bidding at RM33. Khurshid paid RM2 for that hat. Edo & Nazrin wanted that hat so much Edo even asked if I'm willing to trade that hat with his PC. He must be desperade XD Then I bought 2 t-shirts. I love their design and i asked if it is possible for them to come to MMU next for GACC and open their booth their. They said OK as long as I contact them. Then I bought 3 Renji's bookmarks. One for me, one for Fiona & one suppose to be for Ai Ling. I also bought Kon's keychain for Ai Ling; exactly like mine. Will pass to her once I see her in campus ^^;

I also bought a blue Totoro's tissue case. It look so adorable and fluffy. It's huggable too.
After finished my mini 'shopping' at CF, I went around asking those dounjin sellers' contacts numbers. I went there not only for having fun but for work too. Need to get as many doujin sellers as possible for EMiNA's GACC event next year which is probably going to be on 18th March 2006.

We gathered at 5pm and moved to Sunway Pyramid.

Me... cekik'ing' khurshid

Had our breakfast+lunch+dinner at a Japanese restaurant; Ichiban Ramen (Yea, we didnt eat the whole day) I had Japanese curry rice but I couldnt finish it coz I wasnt in the right mood to eat. Ever since I got back to Malacca for 2nd semester, I lost my appetite until now. Maybe I'm sick of food around MMU. Oh yea, Khurshid paid for my food. TQ kiwi boy ^^

Having our breakfast+lunch+dinner at Ichiban Ramen, Sunway Pyramid

After that we went for ice skating. Edo don't want to skate. I have no idea why he dont want to. His gf, Lisa skated with me. She helped me alot since that was my first time skating and I dont want to fall flat on the cold skating ring and wet my pants. Khurshid, Hsia Liang and Ian(hope got the right name) skated too. It was the first time Khurshid skated but he managed to skate well unlike me. But still, he fell in the end MWHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

After that we got separated and I went for shopping with Ian. I dont really know why he followed me instead of the rest but he said he dont want to disturb Edo and his gf, Lisa. Hsia Liang went off to PC shop to buy external HDD. Khurshid and Nazrin went for a prayer if I'm not mistaken. I bought a new pink Cheetah t-shirt in Parkson Grand. It look so cute and pinkish XD I sopped at a bread shop and buy some buns. When I was the counter paying my money for those buns, the shop owner said she like my Giroro hat because it's cute and unique. I was blushing at that time :P Then we rushed to the gather point. On the way there, Khurshid said he's still hungry (-__-)"

We stopped at Starbucks and I bought him a muffin. Meh, I was hoping that he wont feel hungry anymore. We waited for a few minutes outside Sunway Pyramid for the MMU BUS (Forget to tell that we went there with MMU bus) We took a few photos with Sunway Pyramid as the background.

Girls rulez!!

sort of group photo where someone got murdered by 2 girls

In the bus, we saw something....

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Corporal KON Giroro!!!

......hijaking the bus!!!!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! We are DOOOOOM!!!

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Ok i cut the crap out >.>

We reached MMU around 11 something at night. Then a few of us went to Time Millenium for yam cha. Khurshid as usual still feel hungry. Same goes with the other guys. Guys do eat alot huh? (-___-)" On the way there, we were having sort of running competition coz someone shouted whoever is the last one reach Time Millenium have to "belanja" everyone. So.... EVERYONE really did run with all their might!!

8th Wonder of the World: A bunch of people who eat alot

Mua's birthday

2005-12-08T18:18:00.001+08:00

*&^%$#@!
I'm freaking 19 years old now >.<>

I've got such surprising birthday present from my friends; a DVD burner. I would like to say thank you to Li sa, Kristine, Loo Mun, Khurshid aka kiwi boy, Yuhi aka Nazrin, Hsia Liang aka Gen, Radikah, Adib aka dip dip, Yi Yang, Fiona aka feenux, Alex, Kay Lyn, Shu Yin, Thye Shin aka Shin Onee-chan, Edo, Lynn, Shin Dee, Kia Ping, Adrian & Jessintha.
THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! YOU ARE SIMPLY THE BEST :)

I also wanna thank those who sms-ed me on my birthday especially lisa (again XD), Rachel (one of my best friend back in high school), Anis (my best friend in school too), Anson (Fiona's boyfriend), Komala (my ex-housemate), Shuba (my ex-housemate), Datcanee (my best friend in Baling) & Parichat (my cousin & a best friend of mine in Baling) . Sorry that I couldnt reply your messages. My phone was "dead" :|

Not only my phone went "dead", my PC went "poof" too during night time. WTF??? I ended up at Komala's room watching movie due to my "poof-ed" PC. Bleh.. I was cut off from the world of technologies for at least 24+ hours and it felt like shit >.<

Although it was quite a happy day for me, but still i feel kindda sad. My mum called me but she remember nothing about my birthday. I was hoping she will at least wish me happy birthday although without sending any presnt but I got nothing at all. I think I'll get used to it soon. She's getting older each day and i don't expect her to remember my birthday anymore...

I don't know if I should feel happy because Matthew sang to me through the phone and I got such a wonderful present from my close friends and the fact that my mum forgot about my birthday... Not to forget.. my phone was "dead" even until now and my PC went "poof-ed" while I was playing AOE III >.<>

Olympus SP-500 Ultra Zoom

2005-12-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

I went to Mahkota Parade with mice to survey price for digi cam and we ended up at a store near Kamdar. Mice was asking about his dream camera Nikon D70
Then I came across with a black shiny camera on the shelf....

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ZOMFG!!! I found my dream camera!!!

Olympus SP-500 Ultra Zoom

Heh.. now I want to have this digi camera for my own.. VERY MUCH!! Im going crazy thinking about photos that I can take with it e.g sunset at the beach, clouds
It's RM1599 including 256MB memory card. Too bad that I dont have that much money right now else I would have bought it on the spot >.<
Here's more description about Olympus SP-500 UZ

I think it's a suitable medium camera for a non-professional photographer like me. At least I can whack someone's head if they attack me @.@

P/S: It reminds me of SPB's camera...

Health Talk - Why Elton John has HIV/AIDS (WTF??)

2005-12-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

HS:- Health Talk - Why Elton John has HIV/AIDS?

Dear Students and lecturer,

Our health is the most expensive thing that God give us. So we have to take care about it very well.

HIV, Drugs, Smoking, Alcohol and our weight, its things that always affect our health and maybe kill it if we didn't take care about it.

How we can save our health from it??

For this reason History Society is organizing a Healthy Talk, the deatels of the talk as below:

Date: 1st December, Thursday
Time: 8:00 pm to 10:30 pm
Venue: CLC0001 (A1)
Fees: FREE
The topics that will be in this talk:

· Smoking and Drugs
· Alcohol
· HIV/AIDS
· How to manage your weight

The objective of this talk to let students and lecturer know more about how to take care about there health.

SAPS point provided.

Come and join us… even if you don't smoke or drink, but maybe you have friend do it so you can save his life.

Thank you very much ….

Regards,
History Society
Multimedia University
Melaka Campus
Leads you to Better Future

When I saw this message in the bulletin, the first question that came through my mind was "Holy shit!! Elton John has AIDS??? Since when?"
The topic itself is already very controversial. What will happen if Elton John's fan(s) stumble upon the bulletin message? Things will get really ugly.
MMU will get lawsuit from Sir Elton John (?) and History Club might be banned. That's the worse case scenario....

Not to mention their broken English... I'm not saying that my English is good but to post up such "ugly" language and trying to grab people's attention with the topic hoping that they'll come for the talk, it just WON'T work. And these people are not being sensitive at all.
They "claimed" Sir Elton John has AIDS. It's already bad enough. Not to forget their broken English and their failure to mention who is going to be the speaker for that talk other than Prof. Ghauth Jasmon.

Elton John is such a great guy. He did so many things such as established Elton John AIDS Foundation in year 1992 who he serves as its Chairman funding prevention education programs and direct patient care services worldwide.

The funniest part is that, H-s (History society) claimed that Prof. Ghauth Jasmon himself suggested that tittle for the talk. Come on.... He might suggested but it's not necessary to follow what he'd suggested? ZOMFG. Let's say Prof. suggests that H-s should have a cultural dance and put "NEKO GIRLS STRIP DANCE COMPETITION" as the tittle in MMU, I bet they're really going to do it (-____-)"
They're no longer 12 years old kids. They should have known that the topic itself will create a problematic situation soon.

SRC is to blame too for not editing the message before posting it up in the bulletin board. It's either they take their duty as student representative council lightly or they're just being too lazy and hiding themselves in Sri Perdana, claiming there are many works to be done. Gah!! I feel like slamming those SRC excos on the Great Wall of China. I don't even know why i voted for them. I feel lame.

THESE PEOPLE DESERVE TO BE EATEN BY 29FT ANACONDA IN ONE GLUP!!

P/S : I'm not sure if I should do this blog entry ^^;

down with sickness

2005-11-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

Yea. Im sick. I was sick even before i got back to Melaka which was a week ago. I went to panel clinic at my hometown coz i have sore throat. Well, not really sore throat, my tonsil was affected by (?) (that's what the doc said :/) and I can hardly swallow my food. Even to drink some water was a big problem to me back then.

She also said that i should be having fever and cough too if I don't ake my medicine. So she gave me antibiotic, fever and orangie pills for my throat. Not to forget also my cough medicine. I thought i would be OK when I got back to Melaka but i was dead wrong.
Now, not only i have sore throat (my tonsil is OK now), I have running nose and MAJOR headache. Feel like wanna chop off my head >.>

My head feels so heavy and whenever i cough, I can feel the pain on my head and ear. Your mouth is somewhat connected to yours ear in a complicated ways. Go figure in biology class >.< I'm totally fucked up. I went to EMiNA's meeting just now, not only late but also unable to speak properly. My voice changed a few times. Duh~ Also, I spread the virus among the hicomms too XD

Now i have to take my medicine which are.....

1 tablet of antibiotic (i dont really know what it's for)
1 tablet of fever pill (coz im having minor fever)
1 tablet of sore throat pill (my throat is killing me)
1 tea spoon of cough medicine (*cough*)
5 (yea FIVE) tablets of Spirulina (my mum force me to take it)
1 tablet of folic acid (to help my body build more red blood cells)

I feel like a total sick person who stays in the hospital for eating those pills and tablets :/

PS: I suppose to post about Miss Motorola and Miss Nokia lil trip to the town but I'm sick so the entry is going to be out soon.... Not now... Just wait ^^

*runs off the bed and ZzZZzZz...

too lazy...

2005-11-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

I'm too lazy to update my blog in details. So I'm just going to make it short. Will edit it when I feel "rajin" a lil ^^;
1) For one whole week during the semester break, I've been staying a home doing nothing. Bleh~
2) After that particular boring week, I decided to join my step sister working at Fajar supermarket as cashier.
3) So, i worked there for a least 3 weeks. Forget bout Deepavali and Hari Raya day off ; I WORKED ON THOSE DAYS.
4) Total payment by the end of my day working there is around RM300 + including OT (overtime) and double payment for working on Deepavali and Hari Raya.
5) I bought myself a pair of baju kurung as I always wanted to have one. Next I shall have DVD ROM. Most probably DVD burner as well. Not sure yet
6) I miss my darling alot :(

I got this from my friend's blog

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misako Kuga

What's your Japanese Name?

Misako chan? >.<

Your Daddy Is Ozzy Osbourne

What You Call Him: Pa

Why You Love Him: He gives good spankings

Who's Your Daddy?

Pa!! Pa!! You rocks XD

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Eto.. I'm not so sure bout this ^^;

Your Personality Profile

You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.

You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Woooowheeet. Is that for real? :)~~

Your Kissing Purity Score: 86% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

"Never Been Kissed"

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

It's proven that I'm blur kindda person *sweats*

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh.
You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link.
You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

I'm not so sure bout being able to make people laugh and being a good storyteller...

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.
You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.
And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.
You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

I like to dream alot.. especially bout someone special ;)

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Trying to be cute? O.o

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.
Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.

You would make an excellent:

Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director
City Manager - Judge - Lawyer
Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person
School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster

The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

What's Your Ideal Career?

No comment on this. It's complicated :|

Your Birthdate: December 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

An island? Bermuda Island? :D

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

I seduce no one. HONEST!! >.<

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Feel muh power. You're pwnd :P

im bored!!!

2005-10-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHH!!!! I'm bored!!!!!! This is the lamest holiday I've ever been through. Vacation to NO where. All i do is stay at home and EAT. Of course i had nice dishes like i planned to have before i got back to my hometown. And i got myself into a fight with my mum. It's been TWO days i didnt talk to her. I cried alot when i got into that fight with her. I cried really loud and my heart hurts. The darling called and i couldnt stop crying when i was on the phone with him. He comforted me and in the end i stop crying and feel alot better too. I'm glad that i have him. Someone for me to cry on when i sad and unhappy. Thankssssssssssssss darlinggggggggggg
My step sister is staying with me now. She got a job as a cashier in Fajar. I went to the Fajar's office with my mum to help her to get the job. Luckily she got it. She said she dont want to stay at her own house with my other step sister and brother coz they fight alot. She quitted her job in my step dad's hardware shop as well. She's still young and just finished her form 5 last year. She have no interest to continue studying. I talked to her many times if she want to continue studying but she said no. She rejected offer letter to study in Politeknik ^^;

That's all for now.

food madness

2005-10-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ I cant wait to get back to my hometown (But I will still missing you hunny)
I cant wait to eat my mum's cooking. It's been ages since the last time I went back and ate her yummy dishes ^^;

1) Mango salad (Yam Ma Muang) - I like it alot because it's taste spicy and sour at the same time
2) Black Pepper Crab - I like black pepper alot ^^;
3) Thai Papaya salad (Som Tam) - I like this one too. It's nice to have as dishes. The way to prepare it is almost the same with Mango salad, it just that it uses papaya and some other extras ingredient like tomatoes, fish sauce etc
4) Sambal Udang - One of my favourite dishes too XD
5) Tom Yam Kung - Nyaaaaaaa~~ this is my MOST favourite dishes. Whoever know a good place to eat tom yam, please let me know okay? XD
6) Khao Yam/ Nasi kerabu - My mum always prepare this. It's nice!! It's easy to make too. I know how to prepare it but I'm just too lazy :P

These are some examples of her cookings that have been my favourite one XD
She can cook most of them except Black Pepper Crab and Thai Papaya Salad (Som Tam) ^^;
But I can get those from my auntie!
AUNTIE~~ I'm coming~~~

*Conclusion: I want to go back home ASAP and EATTTTTTTTTTTT!!! Also, i love spicy food.

Bleach madness!!

2005-09-27T03:41:00.000+08:00

I downloaded a few latest chapter of Bleach manga and went through of those zip files that i have in my HDD. I was far left behind compare to other people in downloading manga and reading them. Sigh. Too bad, i can only download manga from EP. Waaaaaaaaaaaaa~~
Well I just want to show some nice part in the manga that i downloaded which is colored by some artists. Good eh? XD

1. Zaraki Kenpachi; 11th squad Captain
2. Kuchiki Byakuya; 6th squad Captain and also Rukia's brother
3. Kurosaki Ichigo; the main character in Bleach anime.
4. Aizen Sousuke; 5th squad Captain (he may look innocent but he's EVIL! you'll know what i mean as the story expending - he stabbed his own Vice Captain, Hinamori Momo)
5. Soi Fong; 2nd squad Captain
6. Matsumoto Rangiku; 10th squad Vice Captain
7. Inoue Orihime; a shy and cute girl who falls for Ichigo
8. Shihouin Yoruichi; 2nd squad ex-Captain (stronger than Soi Fong)
9. Aizen Sousuke without his glasses. Good looking right?

random stuff + Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children madness

2005-09-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

Last week EMiNA had anime merchandise selling in CLC. Didnt have that much merchandise. Lack of keychains and hot posters like Final Fantasy. I wish i could find more Final Fantasy posters but too bad couldnt find any when i was in KL and shops around Malacca. The Naruto wrist band was a hit. Both to the wrist band were gone before noon at the first day. Oh man. I should have bought more wrist band. Dont worry peeps. If it happen that I'm still becoming the director for the next coming merchandise selling again, I'll get more Final Fantasy posters and Naruto wristband XD

And on the 11th September, we have anime marathon for Detective Conan (8th movie), Inuyasha (4th movie), AIR movie and Tokyo Godfather. I didnt go to screening for any of the movie. Feel so lazy XD

PS:I have one Final Fantasy poster myself :P

[will edit this blog entry once i got my Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children copy]

*EDITED VERSION*

mwhahaha screen shots from Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children

typical singaporean

2005-09-02T04:29:00.000+08:00

i got this link from #emina at rizon. this blog is about a singaporean girl who complained about how she got cheated when she was on holiday in KL. This spoilt brat keep on saying the magical "fuck" word throughout her post. I understand that she's angry after what happaned to her; got cheated while taking the cab, got molested by Petaling Street, gotta queue when in the ladies etc
But then, her post was somehow gone over board. Of course, we, malaysian are pissed off when someone mocking our country. It's true that KL is not really a nice place but at least she should have some sense of sensivity. She laughed at those Arabic ladies who wear scarf to cover their face. I wonder if this girl even study moral & ethic back in her high school time? She dont repect other races at all. She's a real time loser. And yea, im glad that she got molested. At least, she got some lesson for her stuck up attitude.
And of course, other Singaporean came to the rescue boosting how good Singapore education is and the best in the world. Puh lease.. i wonder if they ever heard of Havard, Oxford and Yale? And they said they dont give a damn about Malaysia supply clean water for them as they can get it themselves. Not only being arrogant, they're totally ungrateful. Also saying that they're save from tsunami. Whatever. I read somewhere that scientist prediting that Singapore will sink into the sea like Atlantis one day. Dont know if it's true. Just wait & see.
And this girl's blog was said to be a popular blog in Singapore and won some award from Hong Kong. I'm not sure if her post really reflects that she deserve to win any award.
Her beauty doesnt match with her stuck up, arrogant, bitchy, ungrateful, impatience, rude & the list goes on attitude. And yea, she look so "plastic" and unreal. It's as if she's the next barbie doll with "mata juling"
Hell yea, im trashing her out with all my might although my English is pretty sucky. Sue me if you want. Mwhahahaha as if i care. You're lame xiuxue!
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FOR CHRISTS SAKE GET A SENSE OF HUMOUR. GOOD FUCKING LORD. I can't stand you serious people. Go away and don't read my blog, ever again. FUCK OFF.

URGH I AM SO IRRITATED MY GAWD WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO INDIGNANT, STUPID, AND UPTIGHT? Did your assholes get piles lately, causing you to be anal retentive? Go get yourself an enema and stop sprouting rubbish here, thanks. I'm gonna delete inate comments from now on. BAH! Pissing the hell out of me.

I LAUGH AT ARAB WOMEN. Cannot meh? They do look funny what. If I look funny to you you can laugh at me too, I don't give a shit. And besides, they ain't reading this, so who cares.
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Look at the way she replied to people who criticize her. Tsk Tsk (-___-)"
wonder how her parents raise her up? and i pity them at the same time for having such famous media celebrity as their daughter but yet with ZERO attitude.
Maybe "something" happened in the past that makes her attitude changed drastically & became so "childish" and "bitchy"....

dot

2005-08-30T09:37:00.000+08:00

it hurts when im lonely but it hurts the most when no one understand me. wish i can just disappear and start all over again or go to a place where no one knows me. Trying to be happy although i have so many problems in my mind. I wish there's someone who can fully understand me. One day, if you found that I'm gone, remember that i always love you

Kyou Kara Maou

2005-08-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

OMG. Im so crazy about "Kyou Kara Maou" anime. Im addicted to it. HELP!! This story is about a 15 years old boy by the name Yuuri who lives in Japan. Somehow, one day he got flushed down into a toilet bowl and ended up in a strange place. Villagers who found him and threw stone at him and of course Yuuri was confused for not understanding their language until a guy came riding on a horse. Adelbert was his name. With his help, Yuuri was able to understand the language that spoken by the villagers and Adelbert. Suddenly, a good looking guy (ehemmm) with his guards came along with flying skeleton and calling out for Yuuri's name. Of course Yuuri again feel confused of the situation when he saw Adelbert had sword fighting with the good looking guy, Konrad. Konrad managed to bring Yuuri back to his camp and a guy by the name Gunter was waiting for them. Gunter called Yuuri as "Your Majesty" and again Yuuri was in confusion. Gunter explained to Yuuri that he's the next Maou (Demon King). The next day, they went back to the capital city and Yuuri was given a warm welcome by the citizens. There were just so many tasks for Yuuri as he's the Maou. Having some trouble in the beginning with people around him like Gwendal and Wolfram just makes Yuuri made up his mind to be a good Maou and rule the country without involving into any war between human and Mazoku (a race that look exactly like human but can use demon power-they're not evil)
*From left to right: Yuuri, "another" Yuuri, Konrad, Gwendal, Gunter, Wolfram aka Yuuri's fiancee, Ken (Yuuri's friend on Earth, Cheri (Konrad, Gwendel & Wolfram's mother : so-called Sexy Queen by Yuuri), Anissina, Ulrike (800 years old palace's maiden), both Yuuri's mum & dad and Yozak.

This is my favourite character, Konrad. I love his brown hair and brown eyes. He's a great Commander and also a great swordman *nosebleed*

KONRAD rulez!!!

bleks~

2005-08-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

last night, right after i posted the previous blog entry, i started my 'project' writing some 'friendly reminders' for my roomate. These are what i wrote last night and put them around my room.
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"Friendly reminder: Please close & lock the door whenever you go out. THX"
"Please do not slam the door coz it's freaking annoying. Please be more gentle towards shared properties. It's rude to slam the door. Only monkeys do that, not human being. THX"
"Please lower down your voice coz it's too loud. I dont think people around you are deaf. Or else I'm going to tape your mouth. Thx"
"I'm sleeping now. Please do not make any noise or I'm going to wake up and shoot you with AK47. Need some privacy here. THX"
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So far, she close the door whenever she goes out but then she still slam it. Ahhh she have attiude problem for sure. I guess she dont like the way i wrote all those notes. And i had the best sleep so far last night. Didnt hear any noises that can make me wakes up. Not sure if she's scare of me now ^^
And yea, none of my housemates enter my room since i put up the notes. I think my roomate told them bout it so maybe they dont dare to come into the room anymore. Oh man. i should have done this long time ago

grrrr....

2005-08-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

i dont know why.. but i dont really like my roomate. she didnt do anything obvious that can make me dislike her. but i'll just list out what she did that makes me feel confuse either im okay with her or not.
1st - I BORROWED her MY curtains during the first week of this semester. I pity her coz her bed is next to the window so it's must be hot esp in the morning. And she never take care of my curtains. she always let them hang from the window pane and if you're at EP's park then you can see curtains hanging down from window on top of Uptown Minimart. It's okay if she want to put them that way during bright and sunny day, but the main thing that make me piss off is that she left them hanging from the pane when RAINING day too. My curtains are wet!!! WTF is wrong with her? I borrowed her my curtains but she dont even give a damn on them. Feel like want to whack her off.

2nd -She always slam the door. That's it. and also the cupboard. I wonder if she cant be more gentle. i mean, she look girlish as she like to dress herself up everyday whenever she's going to class and outing. Put this cream and that cream. Put this and that lotion. Put her contact lenses. I know that some girls like to make up and dress up nicely but for my roomate, her attitude doesnt suit her at all. She's so rough.

3rd - She talk so loud as if no one can hear her. Same thing goes to my housemates. Even matthew can hear their voices whenever he calles me. "Oh my god. they are so loud" is what he always say whenever he heard their voice through the phone. She like to talk rudely on the phone too. I can hear this sentence almost everyday, "Who are you ar? I dunno you wor!! I veli buzy lar!!". Duh~ she an IT student but talk like the auntie that sells vegie in the market *.*

4th - Loud music. Heh~ she always trying to show off her mp3 collection by blasting off the sound with her laptop. you know that most laptop sound system sucks but still she want to show off. Sometimes i just got angry and blast off my subwoffer. And my headphone is totally useless. I can still hear songs from her laptop although i put the max volume etc. Cheh~ I need a RM100+ headphone by then.
*chinese songs vs anime/jpop songs*

5th - She talks about me with our housemate in Mandarin. Yea.. i dont know mandarin so they can just simply say something that i dont understand. Typical chinese girls. And they talk very loud too in mandarin. another vegie and fish sellers in the market. I can hear my name in almost every of their conversation and they'll look at me with weird look and continue talking again. I think they dont like non-chinese girl to live with them.

6th - They use my stuff without asking me. They used my bowl & plate without asking me. One of my housemate usually make herbal soup. Only those chinese girls are invited but not me. And they use my bowl and plate for it. Didnt invite people but yet uses up their stuff. how rude.

7th - My roomate have this bad habit. If she wakes up at 8am or so, i can sleep no more. The reason? She slam the door, push her chair aside roughly, open her wardrobe roughly too. and her alarm clock is so freaking loud. My room is somewhat turning into war zone. With all the noise and not to forget the sun rays. She tie up the curtians and let the hot blazing sun shines into our room so i couldnt sleep anymore coz it's too bright and hot too.

Im trying my best to be patience with her childish attitude. But if one day i couldnt stand it anymore, i wont shift out but i'll talk to her 'nicely' and i dont care if my other houemates hate me. I dont give a damn. They be friend with a girl that have attitude problem. And yea, i'll just take down my curtains and keep it for myself. i dont care if she feels hot and cant sleep. This is what you get when you crossed the line and someone who's trying her very best to accept your bad attitudes lose her patience.

my so-called characteristics...

2005-08-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

*i've got the link for this thingy from gen_tiger's blog*
here are 6 letters in your name.
Those 6 letters total to 19
There are 3 vowels and 3 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.
[sooooo true i dont like to be alone BUT like to be left alone too. im a loner]

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.
[yea.. true also. i can be selfish and egoistic at some certain point]

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means:
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

mimi san in town!!

2005-08-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

yea, it's mimi san in town. a friend of mine from #asia chatroom. she's a taiwanese borned but stayed in Japan. eventually she got married with a guy and now they live in England together with 2 children. She was in Penang for a few days before she came down to Malacca with her family by car. Her husband, david, dont want to come here by bus so he decided to drive all the way from Penang to Malacca. I was suppose to meet them on Friday night but too bad they were too tired after the journey and headed to their hotel. so i went to Jonker Walk with mice XD
The next day, i had lunch together with mimi san & family , mice and bcda. mice fetch me from EP and we went to Jaya Jusco (JJ) for awhile coz mice wanna buy the steamer from Guardian. Then we walked around JJ and again mice bought some stuff. Then we headed to Malacca's most popular chicken rice ball at Jonker Walk. We waited for at least 30 mins to get the seats. The place was packed. A few minutes later, bcda reached at that shop with mimi san , her husband and children. i was shocked coz mimi san doesnt look like chinese at all :P
she looked more like a modern japanese lady with tanned skin. and she's thin and shorter than me. OMG.. she's soooooooo cute :P
I dont talk much with mimi san coz i was quite shy *.*
she dont know who i was at first until mice told her that im nikki. and she asked if im the nikki that she know and i said yes. and yeah.. i did changed my nick in #asia so some chatters still dont know that im nikki XD
After lunch, we walked around Jonker Walk from one shop to another until around 4 something in the evening. Then we decided to go back and rest and meet again for dinner. mice sent me back to EP. i quickly took my shower coz mice and i planned to to go mahkota parade to look around. i waited for his phone call or smses but too bad there's wasnt any of them. so i sent sms to him incase he fall asleep. to my horror, i got a reply saying 'look at the window' so i rushed to my room's window and saw mice's car and he was waving at me *.*
i quickly change my clothes and rush down to his car. seeing that we was quite early but not too early either, we decided not to go to mahkota parade but to senyum mall instead. i've never been there ever since im studying in malacca (-____-)"
after that we went to malacca raya coz mice thought that we're going to have dinner there with mimi san. we waited for at least an hour when he decided to call bcda. and bcda is suppose to fetch mimi san and her family. then we got to know that we're suppose to go to 'satay celup' shop >.>
so mice drive to the malacca most popular 'satay celup' shop. finally we meet up with the rest. david asked how did i got there. did i came here by walking or something. i said mice fetch me. we were having fun talking and eating satay celup. too bad for mimi san's daughter as she cannot take spicy food. she 'celup' her 'satay celup' inside the water. awww poor lil girl.. and it was bcda's idea for her to do that >.>
i think i had the most 'satay celup' compare to the others :P
i enjoy eating XD we joked around too, we had this silly idea of get the rid of the 'satay celup' sticks so that we can pay less for what we ate. joshua, mimi san's son, gave this brilliant idea to throw the sticks under the car near the table that we were sitting eat. while david suggested that we throw inside the pit near the table. i got this silly idea that to break some of the sticks and dump them into the pot in the middle of the table which contain the 'kuah' for 'satay celup' but in the end, we stillhave to pay full amoount. none of us dare to get rid some of the sticks :P
Then we went to Jonker Walk. mice and bcda hand over mimi san and family to me so that i can walk them around while they go book a place in Geographer. We watched this old man's performances on how he blew the fire out from his mouth, whip the newspaper into tiny pieces and it was a clean cut and finally poke a hole into the coconut fruit. for the 3rd perfomance, he took at least 20mins promoting his special oil. dang... we got so impatient especially joshua and mimi san. we agreed that 2 seconds worth of action will take 20 mins time of talking :P
david got tired of waiting and he walked around leaving us behind for awhile til the performance ended. then we walked around Jonker Walk, looking at the stuff but without buying anything.. and finally we reached Geographer. mice and bcda ordered a bucket of Heineken beer; buy 4 free 1.
and the kids and me cant drink beer so we just sat there looking that the performances inside the cafe. and they ordered another bucket or beer... and i got so thirsty so i ordered shandy while the kids had coke. we were talking non stop and enjoying the night show. and matt called me at that time. i went to a quiter place to talk to him. gosh... i miss him so much. when i got back to the table, mimi san teased me. she asked if my boyfriend called me. i was blushing like hell. i think i know who told mimi san. must be mice and bcda *.*
and then there's a group of guy who seems to be interested to be friend with david. they pour wisky into a glass and passed to him. they invited mimi san, mice and bcda too. but mice rejected coz he cant take it as he need to drive me back to EP soon :P
bcda cant drink too coz he need to drive mimi san and family back to hotel. so only mimi san and david joined the group and drink wisky. pity the kids.. they were so sleepy.. especially joshua :P
we were there at least at 1 something in the morning. then mice decided to send me home coz i need to go to KL the next day to get merchandise stock for EMiNA's upcoming event. on the way to mice's car, he called bcda and told him to bring mimi san and her family back as soon as possible coz those group of guys might end up making mimi san and david pay for the wiskies. i gave an idea to mice while he's talking to bcda to tell those guys that the kids are sleepy and they need to sleep so that mimi san and david can get out from there.
it was fun to go out with them. too bad it was only for a short time but it's more than enough ^^
and tooo bad coz i couldnt say goodbye to them on sunday as i have to go to KL :(
and the fact that i couldnt have lunch at fancy restaurent makes me sad too :P

Fight in EP

2005-07-28T02:56:00.000+08:00

OMFG. Got ppl fight in EP's car park lot around 2.35am. I think they are international student coz they speak foreign language. A few ppl in a white kelisa car (i think 2 or 3 guys) tried to run over a group of guy after they fight. the driver drove like mad ppl trying to 'langgar' ppl who fight with them. whenever they tried to go near the car, sure the driver will try to run over them. one of guy in the car was holding a hockey stick; swinging it around trying to hit ppl. gosh.. it was scary. a guy who was happened to be tried to help but almost got hit by the car too >.>
too bad. didnt manage to write down the car plate number.

PS: Luckily they dont have any armory >.<

sigh...

2005-07-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

Is anyone know where I can find anime shop that sell anime stuffs like wallpapers, wall scroll, keychains, postcards, figurines etc around KL? Well other than the one near Kota Raya and Anime Tech (which is so freaking expensive)I need to know URGENTLY coz I was some how selected to be the director for EMiNA's up coming eveny - Merchandise sellings.
I planned to go to KL on the 30th of July and meet my mum there. She's coming to KL to see me. On that day, I'll go around KL with her and she'll go back on the next day. And I'll be meeting up with Hidayah (she's my ex-sch mae) and her boyfriend. Then we'll look for anime shops around KL that can sell their merchandise to us at the low cost.
Im not sure if Hidayah's bf know any anime shop in KL other than Anime Tech >.>

So... please tell me if you guys know any other shops than the one i have mentioned.
Or should I call Lynn? Coz she was the one incharge for getting merchandise before this. But she's having her industrial training now T___T
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ HELP ME

Tasketay kudasai minna

MP3 links

2005-07-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

Does anyone here know any good links for mp3s?
I need mp3s for anime, thai and international one
Tasketay kudasai minna

exam + mummy

2005-07-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to 'Wing My Way' by Kotoko + 1/2 studying + 1/2 surfing the net

I'm trying my 'best' to study but it seems that i can hardly focus on what I'm reading. I've always been like this for ages. Arghhhh!! I need to study for my first mid term test which is on this Saturday morning >.<
I HATE exams. Oh yeah, this evening I tried to burn to 'Chobits' for my ex-housemate and I did it. My very first self-burned CD was successful (Yeah I only got this burner a few weeks back. My mum install it for me plus with new HDD and printer. I want DVD burner too but it will be better if i buy myself instead of asking from my mum coz she's done so much for me. Thank you mummy. I love you~~) Oh dammit. Mum's birthday is next month. Kyaaaa~~~ What should i buy for her?

But then, whenever i wanted to buy something for her on her birthday, she refused. She said it'll be more than enough if i study hard and listen to what she says (Yeah. I'm a very stubborn girl :P) She's such a wonderful woman. To think on how she brought me up for all these years without my dad, it makes me feel glad to have such a loving mum. It must be very painful when my dad left her and me when I was only 8 months old. I really admire for her courage and strong will to work hard and take care of me. I know it's not easy to be a single mother especially when you have a stubborn daughter like me. Nyehehehe...

Now that I'm in Malacca, I miss her so much. Although we always fight (esp politics), we're still like best friends except that I dont tell her much about my problems. I'm not used to tell her my problems esp regarding on special relationship with a guy. Even now, I never tell her about Matthew. I always wanted to tell her but ended up feeling confuse on how she'll react or say coz she's unpredictable. It's hard to tell what's on her mind. Like what people says, girls have complicated mind.

BAH~ anyway, I'm surely gonna get her something for her birthday. It just that I dont know what that something will be. Maybe I should frame out my exam slip and send to her :P
JUST KIDDING. My result is not that good... unless I get 4 flat... but now I fall flat >.<

Bon Odori~

2005-07-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

The trip was GREAT!! Subarashee ne~~
I woke up before 7am and had nothing to do at that time. So i lie down down again and fall asleep. In the end i woke up at 8.25 am. ARGHHHHH!!! I was late. I rushed to the bathroom and take my shower ASAP. Then put my clothes on and ran to campus. Luckily they were still there. Phew...
We took off from MMU at 9 something. I had to sit in front coz all seats on the back was taken >.>
I sat alone at first but later on Nazrin came and sit with me coz he want to take more sausage bun near the driver's seat. He and the food >.>
Then Kristine came up and chit chat with Hsia Liang, Shu Yin, Lynn, Nazrin and me. We talked non stop; telling stories and gossips but later on Nazrin fall asleep. The truth is... he didnt sleep at all the night before the trip. Serve him right. Who asked him not to sleep? Then I had this evil plan in my mind.... take pic of those who sleep!!! The first victim was Nazrin then Edo and his gf (he hugged her hand so tight and sleep, plus they dont need 2 seats as 1 is more than enough for them) The next victim is Thye Shin & Ai Ling and i dont know who else became the victim. Oh yea... the photographer was Kristine. Most of them were asleep while on the way to KL. Even the otaku was asleep. Phew.. (We called this new member as an otaku coz he seems to now everything about anime. Plus he always 'attack' Jien asking him if he have episode of this and that anime >.>) He freaks us out. Seriously...
Jien scared of the otaku the most. He ran to bus #2 coz the otaku is in bus #1 (I'm in bus #1 too)
Around 11 something, we reached Times Square in KL. I planned to go to Kota Raya coz i wanna buy the Naruto headband for Matthew. I followed Yi Yang & his friend. First we take the Monorail from Imbi to Jln Hang Tuah. From there, we take Star Transit to Plaza Rakyat. From there, we walked around Pudu. Too bad, i couldnt find the shop that sell the Naruto headband. I was kindda sad coz i want to buy it Matthew badly. I want him to have something that I like. I just love to pamper him :P
From Kota Raya, we walked to Pasar Seni (Central Market) and take LRT from there to KLCC. We got lost when we reached KLCC (-___-)" We walked around for a few minutes before found the right way to KLCC. We walked around in KLLC, looking at stuffs. Then we went to Kinokuniya. It was the biggest book store I've ever seen. Books~~ Magazines~~ MANGA!!!! OMFG. There's just too many manga in there. I want ALL of them >.< *Feels like Yamiko Readman from R.O.D. (Read or Die) anime* Later on, we went into ISetan and there was a Japanese food fair. Me and Yi Yang eat some food sample. I love the Japanese cheese. It's so soft and taste nice. But too was, it was so freaking expensive. Then my friends bring me to a place where we can get cheap Japanese food. I bought sushis, BBQ chicken wings, some weird Jap's drinks. Later on, we went to a bakery... the food look yummy and nice. Felt like in 'Yakitate Japan' anime :P Then we had our lunch at the food court and it was already late. We suppose to gather at Times Square by 4.15pm. We rushed to the LRT station and then got down at Pasar Seni. From there, we ran to Plaza Rakyat (Pudu area) and got into the STAR Transit and then got down at Jln Hang Tuah station and got oursleves to the monorail station and headed back to Imbi. We ran down from the station to Times Square and found that they were all waiting for us :P Gomeneh minasan. Then we headed to the Matsushita Stadium for the Bon Odori. Reached there around 5pm. I walked around with Lynn and Shu Yin. Met some of Lyn's friends from Comic Fiesta and also from EMiNA Cyber. The best part is when i met up with the founder of EMiNA Club. He's a nice guy indeed. Likes to joke around. We took photo with him and with the others as well. And I me with EMiNA Cyber's new president. She's a nice girl. Look abit like Edo & his gf. Wonder if they're from the same family or something like that :P Then it's food time. I hunt for the best food that i can get from the event. I tried the Japanese curry rice and grilled octopus. Oy shee ne~~ I also tried the Japanese ice cone with syrup. Not bad at all. After that, we 'lepak' with a few Cyberians. I wanted to join the crowd for dancing but I had a massive headache and my right shoulder hurts. But i did anyway for the last part 3 Japanese cultural dance. Seriously, i forgot all the steps >.> But i did enjoy the dance. The event ended around 9.30pm. I rushed to the food stalls to buy some food and drinks as the price had been reduced for stock clearance. We gathered and headed back to our bus by 9.45pm. In the bus we chit chated again :P I think Kristine got a lil drunk after drank a can of Asahi (it's a Japanese beer) and I think Jin was a lil drun too coz he started to talk nonsense. Like usual, Nazrin fall asleep and luckily i managed to get him to sit next to the window so that he can lean his head on the window while sleeping. Finally... I fall asleep as well. I woke up when we reached the Ayer Keroh highway tol. And we reached MMU at 12 something. I felt so tired and sleepy so i walked back to EP without waiting for the others. When i got back into my room, i checked my emails and browse in neXus forum. And Matthew came online. I chatted with him and then I old him that I need to take my shower coz i felt so sticky and uncomfortable. After my shower, I continue my chat with him and then went to sleep. It was a wonderful day for me. Wonder what the rest feels like? ^^

PS: Thanks you so much fo the high comms who worked really hard for this trip. Honto ni arigato minna. Totemo tanoshinde imas ^^

KLCC - Kuala Lumpur City Centre (have a shopping mall there - SuriaKLCC)
EP - Emerald Park ( a sucky apartment when Im currenly living at now)
CF - Comic Fiesta
EMiNA - an anime club in my university. EMiNA stands for Exploring Magic in Anime.
MMU- Multimedia University (the place where im studying now)

Which one of the Trinity Blood cast will kill you? by gunmetalhound
Name:
Date of Death	June 20, 3229
Reason of Death	Radu caught you with Ion.
Who Killed You?	HC IIIX-Tres Iqus
How do you die?	You were mind-f***ed and then killed